Our Japan Trip Is Finally Happening! 🇯🇵✈️

Hi, friend!

Well, my dream of going to Japan is finally happening! 🇯🇵

After our engagement, my fiancé announced, “Let’s go to Japan next year!” Japan is also one of his dream destinations, so of course, I was completely on board.

I’ve flown on planes before, but the only international flight I’ve taken was to visit my family in Panama. My fiancé had never flown on a plane until we went to San Diego, so this will be his first international flight. For me, it will be my first international flight that’s longer than five hours.

I’ve always wanted to travel ever since I was little. I’ve dreamed about meeting new people, making friends, learning languages, and experiencing different cultures. Japan was going to be one of my first big international trips before visiting other countries. Plus, I had heard that Japan is a pretty easy and safe place for beginner travelers, especially if I ever decided to travel there solo.

My fiancé has always wanted to travel too, and Japan is one of his biggest dream trips. He grew up with anime and manga, so being able to finally visit the country that was such a big part of his childhood is really exciting for him. Of course, he also wants to experience the culture, food, history, and everything else Japan has to offer.

I came across a quote about traveling that really stuck with me:

“Traveling changes a person by breaking daily routines, lowering stress hormones like cortisol, and forcing the brain to adapt to new environments. It builds confidence through problem-solving, deepens empathy by exposing individuals to different cultures, and expands personal perspective.”

That really describes one of the reasons I want to travel. I want to experience something completely different from my everyday life and come home with new memories, stories, and perspectives.

So, we started talking about the trip, and one of our friends wanted to come too. That’s when we decided to see how many people might want to join us.

Originally, we were hoping for a big group—maybe even up to 10 people! That would have been so much fun. However, we ended up with five of us total: my fiancé and me, our friend and his wife, and his brother.

Honestly, five people is perfect because it feels like a little family trip too.

They all wanted to travel because, well…why not? We’re at a point in our lives where we feel like if we don’t take at least one big trip now, we might never get the opportunity.

We’re also excited about the diversity of experiences we’ll get from visiting another country and learning about its history and culture. And since we’re going in October, we’re hoping to experience some of the Halloween season in Japan too!

It might not be quite the same as Halloween here in the U.S., but there are Halloween events, including Halloween Horror Nights at Universal Studios Japan. There are also festivals and events based around Japanese folklore.

And, of course, there’s Resident Evil—which our friend loves! He’s also a huge food lover, so he’s incredibly excited to try all the food.

His brother loves history, and his wife has also dreamed of going to Japan. She especially loves Godzilla, so I’m sure she’s going to have a blast.

We’re all a little nerdy, and honestly, I love it. 😂

Our Japan Trip Plans

We’ve officially booked our flights, and we finally have both of our Airbnbs booked too!

We decided to have two home bases for our trip: Osaka and Tokyo.

We’ll be flying from Orlando to Canada and then to Tokyo, where we’ll arrive at Narita Airport.

We’re still debating whether we want to take the train from Narita to Osaka or fly domestically to Osaka. We’re going to see how everything goes and figure out which option makes the most sense for us.

We think Osaka will be a great first base because there are so many things to see and do there, including other places that are easy to visit as day trips. Plus, there’s Universal Studios Japan—if we can make it work with our schedule!

After Osaka, we’ll take a train to Tokyo and spend the rest of our trip there.

Our train station near the Airbnb in Tokyo is about an hour from the airport, and there’s even a post office around the corner, which is a nice little bonus!

When Are We Going?

We’ll be in Japan from October 7th–18th! 🇯🇵

October 7th will mostly be spent traveling, and we’ll arrive in Japan on the 8th.

Our current plan is:

🏯 Osaka: October 8th–13th

🗼 Tokyo: October 13th–18th

✈️ October 18th: Fly back home to Florida

So now, the biggest thing we’re doing in the meantime is saving more money—not only for the trip, but also to make sure we can cover all of our bills back home.

We’ll also be doing some shopping for new clothes and, of course, new shoes. I have a feeling we’re going to be doing A LOT of walking!

I seriously can’t wait for all of this to happen.

I’m also thinking about sharing the whole experience while we’re there and after we get back. I’m just trying to figure out how I want to do it—YouTube, TikTok, blog posts, or maybe all of the above!

I’ll definitely try to share more here too.

What Do You Think?

Have you ever been to Japan? If so, how was your experience?

If you haven’t been, would you ever like to go?

And what other places would you love to travel to?

Feel free to follow me here and check out my other links if you want to keep up with our journey.

I’m trying my best to keep up with everything and share updates along the way! ❤️

Thanks for coming along on this adventure with us!

                                *Photo was used from Unsplash.com

Back again, Did you miss me?

Hi, friends!

Where and how should I even start this blog post? So much has happened since the last time I posted here. I looked back and realized my last post was from 2019. Wow!

I’ve had so much going on since then, and I really wish I could have kept up with blogging. I’ll try to make this as easy as possible to catch up on everything that has happened over the years.

2019–2020: A Lot Happened!

Of course, 2020 was a wild year. Pretty much everyone reading this knows what happened: the COVID-19 pandemic.

But even before that, life was already changing.

My Best Friend

2019: My best friend, who had recently gotten married, ended up getting divorced. Her husband cheated on her and was caught.

Current update: She’s still working in corrections and has one more semester left in her Radiation Therapy program. I’m so proud of her!

She recently told me that she and her new boyfriend are doing well and are planning to move in together. Don’t worry—I’ve met him, and I really like him for her. He is way, way, way better for her. Honestly, I feel like he was a Godsend compared to her exes and ex-husband.

I’m so happy for her! ❤️

Career Changes

2019: I was thinking about going to graduate school after finishing my BFA in Art, or possibly joining the Air Force as an officer.

Current update: Well… no grad school and no Air Force officer career!

I currently work in the parts department of a dealership. I started there during the pandemic because the bookstore I was working at was struggling, and I knew I probably wasn’t going to have much of a future there anyway.

I actually really like my job. I originally started as a porter, thanks to a friend/technician who helped me get the job. Later, with some moral support, I worked up the courage to ask to apply for an open position in the parts department. Here I am, almost five years later, and I’m at the top of my parts team!

I had been thinking about leaving because I wanted to do something different and make more money. I make decent money now—enough to be stable—but most of it goes toward loans and debt, so I’m still trying to get ahead.

I’ve been thinking about possibly going into one of two different fields: healthcare or coding. We’ll see what happens because there are some changes happening at work right now.

If things become too much for me to handle, I may have to make a change. My job can be stressful because I work on commission, and my pay depends on other people finishing their work. It can be frustrating compared to having a steady hourly wage.

My Art

2019: I wanted to continue pursuing art, possibly even going to graduate school for something like Art in Medicine. I wanted to perfect my art because, looking back, getting through my art degree was kind of a loophole for me as well as a stressful form of relief.

Does that make sense?

Current update: I still miss doing art!

If I were to get back into art now, I think it would be more of a stress-relief activity or hobby rather than something I want to pursue as a career.

I’ve actually learned a lot more about art by watching TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube, too. There are so many talented artists and tutorials online now!

Re-Educating Myself

2019: I wanted to re-educate myself.

I felt like I was getting rusty because I had been out of school for a while and was forgetting a lot of things I had learned. My math, grammar, and other school subjects were slowly fading from my memory. I wanted to use YouTube and old-school textbooks to refresh my knowledge and keep my mind educated.

I know there are plenty of people out there who are grammar Nazis, while others struggle with grammar. As someone with a learning disability, I’ve always felt like I wasn’t challenged or educated as well as I could have been in school, which made college a struggle for me. That’s why I wanted to re-educate myself—not necessarily to become some genius, but just to feel more mentally mature, knowledgeable, and confident.

Current update: Still haven’t really tried. LOL.

I’m doing somewhat better just by dealing with everyday work and life and trying to learn and comprehend things better. I even bought a book to read, but I never made it past the first chapter. 😂

Recently, I downloaded the Kindle app on my phone and started using Audible so I can read and listen at the same time. I really wanted an actual Kindle, but I told myself I’m not allowed to buy one until I’ve read 10 books total. I might even write summaries and share them with my besties because they love reading!

YouTube and Vlogging

2019: I wanted to start vlogging on YouTube because I thought I would have more time once I was just working and living life.

Current update: LOL. WRONG.

I probably could have vlogged, but there was just way too much going on—even during the pandemic. 

I wanted to have a fun life, but instead, I was still struggling with a lot of mental and financial issues. I was supposed to vlog our trip to San Diego Comic-Con, but that was a complete fail. That trip deserves its own post because there is a lot more to that story. Hopefully, I’ll actually write it!

In October 2026, we’re planning to go to Japan, and hopefully I’ll have my vlogging and photography stuff ready for the trip.

The Pandemic and My Mom

During the pandemic, my mom was very lucky because she was able to have her breast cancer surgery right before COVID really started affecting everything.

I took about two weeks of FMLA to help take care of her. Then I went back to work, only to find out about three weeks later that we were being furloughed because of the COVID pandemic.

That’s how I ended up taking the job as a porter.

It honestly wasn’t too bad, and I made way more money than I expected. Sadly, it was also my first full-time job at 29 years old.

Eventually, I left the bookstore, and it ended up being a really big change for me.

My mom is doing much better, thankfully. They caught her cancer before it progressed to a later stage, and I’m incredibly grateful for that.

Love, Engagement, and Everything In Between ❤️

Well… your girl is no longer single!

After all these years of boys being boys, I finally met someone who genuinely wants me in his life.

We started dating in late spring of 2021, and then, in July 2025, we got engaged in San Diego!!!

Definitely God's timing. ❤️

Of course, life hasn’t been all happy moments.

We also lost both of our grandmothers around the same period, between 2024 and 2025. 

Their deaths also happened around the time of our San Diego trip, which is one of the reasons that trip didn’t go as planned.

There’s a lot more to that story, so I’ll probably have to make another post about it.

Health, Accidents, and More Changes

I also went through three car accidents in one year.

Thankfully, I’m okay. I’ve dealt with neck pain since then, and I’ve recently started seeing a chiropractor because I’m trying to get back to focusing on my health.

I also gained about 60 pounds since the car accident in 2021.

Now I’m trying to lose that weight—and hopefully a little more—for our Japan trip and our wedding in 2026/2027.

A Lot of Loss

Between my family and my fiancé’s family, we’ve experienced four deaths in the family.

We also lost a neighbor who was very kind to my fiancé and had become almost like a friend to him. He died by suicide, and my fiancé struggled with feeling like he could have somehow prevented it.

On top of all that, we’ve dealt with losing jobs, trying to find a place to live, financial struggles, and many other problems.

We’ve been through a LOT.

And honestly, we’re still battling some of those problems today.

So… What’s Next?

I could keep going, but I think I might have to save the rest for another post. 😂

Hopefully, I can actually keep up with blogging this time!

I’m sorry it took me so long to post here. Life really got away from me, but I’m hoping to change that.

I might also be getting into some online streaming soon! I finally got into D&D with my besties, so there will hopefully be plenty of nerdy content coming your way.

Stay tuned for more nerdy stuff! 🎲✨

And don’t forget to follow me on my other social media! The links are available on the “Follow Me” tab. ☺️

Thanks for sticking around and catching up with me!

Until next time! ❤️

My Starter Kit at being 24 years old

Now that I’ve been 24yr old for over a month now (Dec 23rd), I realize I need to upgrade and invest on getting things that are best for me. What am I talking about? Well I mean like:

•   Getting out of the lazy skincare routine: I don’t do much I tried but nothing works just breaks me out.
• Actual doing my hair:
•   instead of the old bun, braid, and pony tail look (it looks like I rushed out of bed to prevent from being late [85% of the time I’m rushing])
•  Getting the right product for my hair to keep it looking healthy and not so dull and dead/ewwy.
•   To actual dress like I’m put together:
•  I work in retail for about up to 30hrs a week and looking not so put together people would have no respect to me and the same you never who could be scouting/checking you out. They would know I probably have one pair of jeans and three leggings I wear and only sweater/flannels. I look why out of date when I’m trying to look like what we have in the store I work at.
• When I’m not at work, I’m an Art student I wear either a workout outfit with a sweatshirt, or a bit basic since I’m drawing I got to be very comfortable and not freak out getting charcoal on myself.
• When going out I real lack on my outfit planning, I would go by my mood:
• Do I want to meet someone?
• Girls Night Out: girly, upscale, or just getting drinks to celebrate our anti-valentine days. Lol
•   Just hanging with the boys/friends (coworkers/friends)
•   Date night (rarely/never happens)
•   Concert/event
• Etc…
• Wear some make up but doing it right too.
•    I don’t like wearing makeup because it bother my skin but I ALWAYS wear mascara, and now I try to make my brows my “lively” especially working in retail and the lighting in the store. I would like to wear makeup especially going out just don’t want to look like I don’t know how to contour/blush.
• The right shoes, all I wear are my Sperry’s. It’s comfortable but I not with all my outfits especially during our winter collection, I can finally wear sandals but still need trendy cute shoes.  
•   Including adding in my fitness routine into my schedule. I love the elliptical: while watching the tv show on it. I would love to go for runs outside but I’m start from the very basic on just trying to getting my body cardio, slim some unwanted fats, and not die incase theirs a zombie apocalypse (just saying). Plus I just want to be able to be in a health fit and improve my cardio.

Don’t worry I will be sharing my products and my routines, as well a possible weekly vlog.

Starting February 1^st (which is today haha), is when I’m starting my vlogs J,  you will get some clips of my life by following me around. I’ll try to edit them and post them once a week by Sunday on my YouTube channel. Well That’s all I had in mind and going to catch some sleep.

Have a good night/good day. J xoxo

(it was late when I typed this)

Im Back with Videos

I know its been forever I have videos that I finally edited. There all from Vine.
Hope you can enjoy.

 

 



New Begining Update, Vlog!

Why I have My Blog

Has anyone seen the mtv show Awkward. ?
If not well here is the site to read about it. mtv show: awkward.
If you about the show well Yay.

Jenna the Main character. She a blogger and the show is based around her Personal, Love, and going through High school.

Well I would love to be open about my personal life yet make it more in creative "typing" way. However, This blog is not my diary of my personal everyday, every hour life.
Jenna blogs has way to much info of her personal life. I would not revel names and things, and etc... when I know those people and other would read.
My blog is more like a journal/scrapbook/thoughts to share. Sometime here and there I'll like to share some advices that could relate to everyone. Guys and Girls could still read my blog. Its not going to be always girly.

I know I don't type my blog everyday. I wait till something more interesting than laying bed questioning about your life and why things go its way. ( crying tends to happen).
I would like to type more of things that happen for example I finally finished my art project that gave me such a hard time.
I also tend to type way better when my head is clear.

I know my post are a bit scattered however that's just how I write. The same time I way better at talking then writing/typing. I made a YouTube Channel for the same reason.
The only con about YouTube Blogs/Vlogs  is takes way to much time to edit than upload.


Well I'm glad you are enjoying my blog. Don't hastate to post comments, and/or check out my Facebook Like Page, Twitter to leave comments and/or topics I should talk about.

Check out my Instagram, Facebook page, Twitter, Tumblr., Pinterest, YouTube and now I have Vine (bo23phil if searching by twitter unless you know my Full name).
The links are on the upper right hand side under my profile.

25 Facts About Me

1.       I use to think I was Half Cat because my mom LOVES Cats, so I would pretend to be a cat myself. For example:  I would meow, lick milk out of the bowl, do “cat gymnastics”,  take cat naps (sleep in class) at school ( I never got caught), and find small places to hind when playing hiding go seek. 

2.       I love the beach so much I wish I could live closer than I do now. I love everything of the beach from sunrise/sunset, the sound of the waves, the feeling of the sands between my toes, how much fun you can have and get in shape, and getting tan (which I need to get Tan pronto).

3.       When I feel comfortable around you, you will probably think I am a complete weirdo. Being Weird is okay, right?

4.       I can appear quite shy and less talkative when I first meet people, but very quickly warm up and quite a talker.

5.       I am a really picky eater and stick to what I know and love. However, willing to try something new.

6.       I have a condition that affects my eating meaning I seriously have to watch what I eat.

7.       I used to do Swimming (4yrs), Pole vaulting (1yr), Weight Lifting (1yr), Power Puff football (2yrs), and Show choir(1yr) in High school.

8.        I was in chorus since kindergarten till my senior of high school.

9.       I danced(ballet, jazz, tap, hip hop, modern, ponite) since kindergarten till my freshmen year of high school.

10.   I used take karate since I was in 3^rd grade till my freshmen year of high school. (I got my 4^th degree black belt, I even taught class for training). Btw I’m not a fighter. ;)

11.   I’ve been in Girl Scouts since kindergarten till my senior year of high school. I got my Gold Award, and became a lifetime member. I was thinking about being a leader/assistant leader someday.

12.   The smell of pickles makes me gag/want to throw up and don't even get me started on what they taste like... plus don’t you ever kiss/make out with me after you ate a pickle. Pickle breathes are as worse too…

13.   I sing all the time when I'm alone but would never properly sing in front of anyone. I might sound like a drunk singer on karaoke night. lol

14.   I sometime cry myself to sleep

15.   I feel like my past is haunting me like a nightmare.

16.   I like quotes here are a few of my favorite:

a.       "Psalm 23"

b.      "People think I'm odd. So I know how it feels to be different, and I know how lonely that can be." ~ Belle

c.       "I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned, and it hurts that my friends never stood downwind." ~ Pumba

d.      "What do you do when things go wrong? Oh! You sing a song!" ~ Snow White

e.      "Being called the nice girl, is way better then being called a bitch." - Lauren Conrad

f.        "Humor is mankind's greatest blessing." - Mark Twain

17.   I like to read books even though it’s a struggle with my dyslexia but I use to go to the library for hours reading books. I dreamed since I was little that I’m going to have my own huge bookshelves of books in my house. Like in beast castle in Beauty and the Beast.

18.   My favorite dark stories are written by no other then Edgar Allan Poe. My favorite story is The Tell Tale Heart.

19.   I use to be scared of “scary” movies.  Now when I watch them I tell myself its not real (even the ones subtitle saying "based on a true story").  thou I still get jumpy/scaried when I'm home alone or driving alone at night.

20.   My favorite Color is Blue (teal), 2^nd favorite shocking its Pink(coral).

21.   I love ice creams, sherbets, and frozen yogurts.

22.   Have not seen any of Nicholas Sparks movies nor read the books. To me their all the same teary sad stories of love and death.

23.   I would love to travel the World (especially with someone special ;) )

24.    I use to bake Cake (from the box) all the time since I was 6yrs old till I left for college.

25. I like to make faces. (it helps make people laugh and myself too)

Shopping sneak peek! ❄Vlogmas 9, 2012 ❄

Squirrel! ❄Vlogmas 8, 2012 ❄

❄ Vlogmas 1-7, 2012 ❄

Vlogmas 1

 

 

Vlogmas 2

 

Vlogmas 3

 

 

Vlogmas 5

 

Vlogmas 6

 

Vlogmas 7

Being Sick.....

I am sorry for not posting any blogs or do videos, I have been sick for almost a week with a cold. Having a cold for me is like I woke up after getting punched in the face. which had happen to me in the past that is how I would know how it would feel. My nose is so stuffed that my "broken" nose cause my face to hurt to cause me to have dark under eyes circles, and puffy bags under eyes too.
I have been sick before, but this one was hurtful.
I have been resting in bed, drinking tea, water, and orange juice, and when I'm sick I usually don't eat much. I try to to more healthy like a salad.
I also try to some homework/studying, however, I couldn't concentrate on whatever.
Being sick makes me feel like I gained alot of weight, I would try to exercise, but I it hard to do anything movement because well my face hurts.
The hardest part of being sick or not for me is sleeping. I want to sleep or I will feel sleepy and when I try to sleep its impossible. Well I try drinking sleeping tea and/or my night meds and still can't sleep.
Even the meds doesn't help till like hours later.
Well I'm kinda feeling better, but still feel punch in the face and sleepless.
Being Sick ...... kinda sucks thou your body is rehealing/refreshing and preparing for anything to fight it off. Being sick is like you body is having a war the help you.

Have you ever been sick that you never felt before? What are somethings you do when you sick?

Hope yall feel better if your sick too.

Washable hair color fail.

I think I rather get a permanent dip dye by my Stylist. The washable was a waste and it got everywhere. Its by SPLAT its washable hair color. in the color electric blue.

it got really messy when I was applying and when I was drying/brushing.

I am glad it washes off with shampoo.

I have done hair coloring before it was more like a tiniting. I had purplish tinted color allover my hair back in 8th grade for winter break till march, and used lemon to lighten my hair.

this one made my hair hay like and the color looks ashes blue.

well off my to wash this color off.

I thinking about having it permanently done same color more tealish thou but I know it was done way better than washable. I want it to be dip dye. lol

Have yall ever colored your hair? tell how it went? good/bad?

Q&A!

I did a questionaire and answered them for yall, I copy the questions from other people questions and kinda list of the ones for this first Q&A. please enjoy. :)

 

The Eh Day.

I did my video, its a little funny, and long. My advise grab something to snack on and/or drink, while watching my video. =)

Video with Friends!

Have you and your friends ever made a video or went somewhere/doing something worth taping? We all like to take pictures with our friends and family, but what about videos? Recording videos are so much fun because you get to rewatch it like a flash back or share with others or even your future family.
Since I want to vlog ( its like blogs instead of typing, your record with your camera) want I do and what I do when I'm with friends(if they want to be in it). Well the video below is My close friends from high school and I exploring a friend old family house that is abandoned. It use to be Huge and was like a bed in breakfast like house, in other a hotel that run in a family home with them living in it. Well during the summer after youth service my friend would drive us there at night and its really creepy, but we really wanted to go in. However, we keep forgetting a flashlight. One day my friend bought his flashlight but the rest of us didn't. we only went to the stairs as would see in the video. The video is us finally going in the house but during the day. Its smells so bad, there was clothes, porn magazines,  Disney tape, dog food, furnitures, etc. We can't wait to in the night but I'm not sure if my camera would be able to show if we do go in during the night. This house is soon going to be torn down, so that is why we wanted to check it out.

So about unable to see properly, and this was unscripted. hope you enjoy. =)

Have done something like this before? with friends or family? Have you ever thought of doing or might doing something like this? leave comment and share videos. Oh few more things to say: Be careful, Be safe, Make sure that you won't get in trouble, and do your history before hand to make sure a place you want to check out is not haunted. Have fun thou and don't let yourself get lost, and go with more then one friends like 4 and/or more.

These Moments .......

     So I go to have a vacation from summer term before I start fall term. Its only been day 6 out of 11, and my vacation is not fun and exciting then I planned. I realize things I want and plan always fail. Unless someone ask to join them then I fun. Friday I had a blast got see someone I haven't seen in almost two half years, and got to hangout with my friends went to their church service and went to an after party. Now I am bored, Sunday after church my mom and I decided to go to a pool that I used to go and swim, (which its the place I learned to swim since I was baby) it was epic fail, the changed the rules (I can't swim underwater for "extended" time and there was only little kids, oh and I told my mom that it would rain within 10mins once we get in the water. I was right, it rained like cats and dogs.

     I never had an amazing vacation where I could escape from everything and I could do whatever I want. In my world My dream vacation would be a paradise where I roam the beach, tan, and explore places around the world, take picture of all I went and make a scrapbook. Also would like camp, kayak, canoe, hike, horse back riding, etc... plus would be nice to have a boyfriend to do all with. However, doing with close friends would be fun too. Oh a Cruise, Sarafi, similar activities are fun too.

     Now and days I never realize that once High school is over or after everyone is 18 years old and above your life and theirs change and splits. Like so far everyone I know is engaged, married, have kids, and/or dating pretty serious. its kinda sucks for me cause I am single, and bored as hell, I thought friends that work for hours and/or go to college are unavailable but they are able to hang when can. I kinda wish sometimes that we could all fun before saying I do. I can't complain cause there are more problems others are going though, but this what I see.

    Overall I'm going to cherish every moment I get having fun with my friends. beside school dragging my life, I want to be able to say my life with friends was blast. Even if school is being like/hate, so be it.

The quote from Wicked " Nobody is going to bring me down."


Ever since I was little I wished that Peter Pan would come to my window and take me to NeverLand.





I'm Alive

Check out my Video. I finally made one, it has been a while. hope yall like it. don't for get to subscribe my channel to follow me.

Coming soon/update

        My laptop wasn't working very well, but instead of buying a new laptop (which I would get when I tranfer to College). I decieded to restarted my laptop back its manufacting setting and startover. its better now, but still needs some time to get started. Also I have finals this week and I planned to do some vlogs, blogs, and random videos after I finsh my finals. I would have time to hang with some friends since rest are still in highschool they start this week. I have plans for videos I want to do including back to school, the only down side is I won't be able to do outfits because I haven't been shopping because I been gaining weight. I still behind on my weight loss plan. which its just because i want to be skinny, its because I want to be healthy and active. the other day my friends and I went to the beach and later hit the pool and I haven't swimmed in a pool for a long time since maybe 1-2 yrs ago. After just swimming half a lap, I start to feel out of breath and very slow swimmer. So yea I just want to say whats up with an update.

and for those who are already started or starting school have a great back to school week.

What in the name of Food?

    

a person: Why going for gay right when your a Catholic, Bonita?

Me:   I'm unique. I respect them as they respect me. I'm rare in my family. but that just me. I love anyone no matter what gender, race, believes. I learn that they are like us but different ways of wanting sex. if you notice animals do they the same and God still love them. we are about same percent related to animals especially on how the mate. why hate those who are different rather then focusing on how to cure those who are ill? yes there must me a balance of good and bad based on the philosophy of life, but nothing say the gay rights is bad and evil. about 40-70%* of gay happen because of an abused family from their father, brother, friends, or stranger, and the rest is in their gene. that is why I respect them. most I know are so nice and good the will one day be forgiven and earn their wings. 75%* of LBGT are super nice and sweet, the rest might not know how to control what happened and cause trouble. we "non gays" are the same. I do also think that why hate the gay rights when those who hate rather have a threesome? if hate gay why have threesomes? oh because some are afraid of what their peers would say if they found out. Instead of making more money by saying anti-gay your ll be more God children to help raise money for the poor, homeless, and/or those homes in America that got damaged. McD's is not a Christan but they give money to the Children that are sick. besides some people are allergic to peanut and cant eat at Chick-fli-a because of their peanut oil. that is my view on this. all for money.
In our past we had some history.

for more information about what i was talked about just go to your website and type in Chick-fil-a anti-gay.

*not exact percentage*

Here are some pictures I got on my Facebook about Chick-fli-a

Did you know that its
legal in 6 out of 50 states for gay marriage
legal in 17 out of 50 and DC for Medical Marijuana
legal in 23 out of 50 states for having sex with a horse
legal in 36 out of 50 states allow marriage with your cousin


*was not paid to talk about this subject.
* not promoting.
*just expressing my point of view.

Today of all today.

Now I'm alittle PO cause my room is in such a huge mess and now we have a guy to check out the house for some fixing.  HML, plus my broken bed is even more broken. now this guy is  going to think I'm guy rooming in a pink room. FML. I miss my small clean, smells nice, neat, and organize dorm. :( unlike my room now its total opposite cause I had no time to setup cause I started school after I left my old college.

So I left in April and started in June, I know I had all of time i could use, but when you have a mom like my its everyday from morning till closing to make sure my school papers are perfect and I wouldn't have to worry during my classes. since June till this day till spring I would be in school from Mon- Thrus and have strict study hours, only one week break execpt for winter break. Lame, I kinda miss my University alot, however I could take the overwhelming of the drama, and founding out lastminute I had some learing disorder(which doesn't bother me now), I was just want to escape from everything didn't want to anything but cry. ( true I cried for like two weeks straight at night when my roommate is sleepping or when she was out staying with her BF. I could of done better if I stayed focus I was doing ok inschool but with people ehh. I pretty senitve person, and I hold on to feelings. sometimes I wanted to be the Biggest B!t^%h. like the girl in awkard., Sandies, but i won't be anything. I am a nice, layback person, also pretty funny person, and shy/bashful*gasp* i know right?.

what was the point of this?..... oh yea my room.

anyways, my room I never like my room to be a mess, but I haven't time to do anything(in my world) or in my mom case,
Mom: don't use school as an excuse to no have time for cooking, and cleaning your room.
Me: You don't understand I have a problem of not keep my life in track cause I'm to focus on school. I rather be ugly, smelly, and poor with a degree. than being Pretty, clean, and stupid by dropping out of school.
Mom: so dramatic.
Me: well its my vision of common sense.

I have no clue what to do with everything, I think its turing into a hoarder in my room. plus my "cool" bed is broken. Life lesson: always but adult size bed for tall kids or they'll break they'll kids bed.

Now beside thinking about my classes i have to think about when and how I am gonna clean my "Boy" room.