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Monday, July 14, 2014

Its been awhile update

Hey everyone

I have been really busy to have time to sit down and blog or even to vlog on my YouTube Channel. Every time I tried I ended up wanting to just sleep. I know it might sound like an excuse, but if your a busy person you'll under stand. Beside working at my campus bookstore temporary and taking summer class, I also got involved in promoting for a local night club. I promote for them cause I go there often and since I have been going since August 2013, I got to know people to where its somewhat like a family. Since last summer everything has been changing mostly on friends, and now its still changing by avoiding negative  people. Others are either in a relationship, married, having a baby, have kids, or just doing noting. Its interesting how other outside of my "circle" and/or not Facebook friends notice I either need more friends or new ones. I think they meant I need friends who are somewhat has equal as me. working, in college, around the same age group, and more social. Also not always in drama, that is a thing that annoys me. Its always about someone, besides bring up the person for examples of what went bad or good is different than having to get them to move on /cut them off your life. Last thing about drama are those who are so negative, ignorant, and very unmannered; I never been so annoyed or uncomfortable around anyone who is always so negative that just beyond what I could explain, and someone who always just have no manners again I could not explain.  Another  reason the "outsiders" meant is because I'm still single, its sometimes hard to hangout with friends in a relationship because your single and they have a different view of fun. especially when you never had any experience of the dating ever (like me). Oh, and so no focusing on guys right now, when time is right it would happen.

Beside people, I trying to focus more on my studies, lately Ive been to distracted from drama after drama. I might seem MIA (missing in action), to them and they might think I'm ignoring them but out of all of my friends, I'm in school. again not an excuse but its true. they only know me for a few months but anyone I've known for years even since childhood/toddler knows me so well. School comes before anyone, no matter how difficult it is for me especially with my disability/disorder, and how social I can be. I might like being in school due to some really bad experiences I have gone through that No One not even my friends or Family knows, well besides my mom. I just enjoy better when I learn on my own or if there is a teacher/professor who makes the learning very interesting almost has if just meant for you to understand rather than being negative or just plain boring.
Lately Ive been struggling, so know I trying on my own knowing how to focus more in my studies than what is going on around me, Yes I get that easily distracted but its not always self discipline that helps (that annoys me the most when someone says this to me when they don't  understand not everyone could, some has to take medicine however I don't want to take a pill).
I feel like and was suggested by "outsiders" if I could have some friends that are also working, studies and social similar to me, I could be well balanced and not have so much drama besides just knowing when is everyone's free-time haha. Moreover, on the age as well, I am 22 years old till December 23rd, but again age doesn't matter unless your going bars or clubs (some are 18+ but the ones your actually dress for are 21+ only). 
The Last thing out of All That, I am saving money so I could move out to the student housing because commuting everyday sometimes three times a day every week for an hour is a ridiculous when that where your money goes to the most and having to get food when your out and about because if I make lunch and put in my lunch box, well let me just say with this heat it either melted, soggy, or spoiled ( ewww).  however, I am watching what I am eating and trying to get time to hit the gym, even if it for 15- 30 mins of cardio.

Basically, I am Focusing on Myself. By getting more focus on what is important to me than having to worry about others drama (they could handle themselves), Just know how to balance everything, and care on my health.

Are you going through the same thing let me know down below in the comments, Facebook your comments, or reply on the tweet. have any tips, advice or just want to share what your going through as well is fine by me.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

This Man Is Dating Someone Even Though He's Married. Sounds So Wrong...But I'm On His Side.


so I found this article linked when I was on Facebook. this from this link: www.oddcrunch.com
enjoy! :)

This Man Is Dating Someone Even Though He's Married. Sounds So Wrong...But I'm On His Side.
On Jarrid's blog post titled, 'I'm Dating Someone Even Thought I'm Married' he writes:

'I have a confession to make. I'm dating someone even though I'm married.

She's an incredible girl. She's beautiful, smart, cunning, strong, and has an immensely strong faith in God. I love to take her out to dinner, movies, local shows, and always tell her how beautiful she is. I can't remember the last time I was mad at her for longer than five minutes, and her smile always seems to brighten up my day no matter the circumstances.

Sometimes she will visit me at work unannounced, make me an incredible lunch, or even surprise me with something she personally baked. I can't believe how lucky I am to be dating someone even though I am married. I encourage you to try it and see what it can do for your life.

Oh! Did I mention the woman I am dating is my wife? What did you expect?

Just because you're married, doesn't mean your dating life should end.

I need to continue to date my wife even after I marry her. Pursuing my wife shouldn't stop just because we both said, 'I do.' Way too many times do I see relationships stop growing because people stop taking the initiative to pursue one another.

Dating is a time where you get to learn about someone in a special and unique way. Why would you want that to ever stop? It shouldn't. Those butterflies you got on the first date shouldn't stop just because the years have passed. Wake up each day and pursue your spouse as if you are still on your first few dates. You will see a drastic change for the better in your relationship.

When it comes to any relationship, communication and the action of constant pursuit is key. Nobody wants to be with someone who doesn't want to pursue them whole-heartedly.

I encourage you to date your spouse, pursue them whole-heartedly, and understand that dating shouldn't end just because you said, 'I do.'

Jarrid Wilson'

If you found Jarrid's words inspirational, please share this article with your friends.
 



Please your comments below on what you thought about this.
Do you think this is a way or do have your on point of view?
Share it down below.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

My Tumblr is Blooming

I never thought how much fun and addicting Tumblr is.
I was alittle self cautious about what I post, reblob, or say on it thinking people would judge me but its nothing like Facebook or Instagram you can post whatever with judgment free.

I love it I can say, post, and/or reblog whatever I like and if someone else likes it they would do the same, if not then can scroll by.

I have so many follows than I started out with I guess the more things you post about your thoughts or visions people would like it. if you just reblog its get boring thou interesting at the same time.

If you have a Tumblr awesome you should follow me.

If you don't have one get one. Its not juts porn stuff you know there's cats, flowers, advices, picture quotes, music lyrics, even musicians share their thoughts on their page.
Most people thinks there porn, well everything has porn even instagram, vine, facebook, etc.....

Some stuff you can for you school research too. I found one post of the subject topic that I had to do my paper on plus it was helpful cause it had a link to it so I don't have to put down Tumblr for my word cited I could put the link it came from.

I Love it.

Follow at Bo23phil

plus don't forget to follow me at other awesome places like Facebook, twitter, vine, instagram, etc... all the links are right under my profile.

Comment below: your thoughts of Tumblr. do you like it or not? why? do you have a Tumblr blog?

Monday, August 19, 2013

NFL Women's Purse Rule

Speaking of Football season. NFL as a new rule for women's purse. It as to be the size of a cellphone to get the stadium. Uhmm and they why the ticket sales are low. Now I would to go the game but I need my purse to carry my wallet, lipbalm, mini sunscreen, handsanitizer, feminine products, and inhaler.
I understand they don't want ladies carrying in huge bags like its a damn carry on.
Unless they have kids and need to carry dippers. Again don't it to be huge like your going on a 30day trip.
if they change the size to where we could it small but big enough to carry the things we need. They might as well sell purses just for us to take to the game.
They also say it has to be see though. F*¢k that! That cross the line since they already have to inspect inside.

What do you think about this new purse rule?
At least other sports don't have this issue, or do they? What are rules you know from you experience going to see a sports game?

Friday, July 5, 2013

Get to know me by my Zodiac Signs.

I discover this site from Tumblr. and I had so much fun learning and understanding myself. Beside that I'm a Capricorn, I always wonder why do I act differently sometimes I act the same as another zodiac sign. This site CafĂ© Astrology had a this chart called a Natal Chart (Birth Chart) that shows and describes everything about your Zodiac sign and how your personality is under Planets / housing you fall under. By using your gender, birthdate, birth time(if you don't know that's okay), and birthplace.
once you find out about you result of your Natal Chart you could also have fun finding how compatible you are with someone.

I met someone who is majoring in Psychology and uses this chart to understand people.
Few people I follow on Tumblr. Love the study of Zodiac that they have many sites, and articles of everything you want to know about Zodiac signs and most asked are usually compatibility with someone they like.

Click here: Natal Chart to find out your results too.Its a lot of reading thou, but you learn a lot and why your personality is the way you act.
Have fun and enjoy.
If you want  to do tell me what are your "simple signs" are. in the comments. and/or link you results too.

I'm going to share you my own result of my Natal Chart. Again its a lot of reading thou,
to make some what simple I'm a Capricorn Sun, Leo Moon, and Taurus Ascendant(Rising Star).

here is my result:

 
Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0
SunCapricorn1.30 AscendantTaurus21.52
MoonLeo5.20 IIGemini19.55
MercurySagittarius9.58 IIICancer16.19
VenusScorpio20.39 IVLeo13.59
MarsSagittarius17.49 VVirgo14.57
JupiterVirgo14.33 VILibra18.40
SaturnAquarius4.58 VIIScorpio21.52
UranusCapricorn13.12 VIIISagittarius19.55
NeptuneCapricorn15.56 IXCapricorn16.19
PlutoScorpio21.52 MidheavenAquarius13.59
LilithCapricorn26.52 XIPisces14.57
Asc nodeCapricorn9.48 XIIAries18.40

 

Aspects

The following table shows the planetary aspects in your natal chart. Short interpretations are found below.


PlanetAspectPlanetOrb/Value
MoonTrineMercury4.3750
MoonOppositionSaturn0.22-374
MoonOppositionMidheaven8.39-7
MercuryConjunctionMars7.5284
MercurySquareJupiter4.35-15
VenusConjunctionPluto1.13295
VenusOppositionAscendant1.13-85
MarsSquareJupiter3.16-35
MarsSextileMidheaven3.505
JupiterTrineUranus1.2147
JupiterTrineNeptune1.2341
JupiterTrineAscendant7.193
SaturnConjunctionMidheaven9.0124
UranusConjunctionNeptune2.44145
NeptuneTrineAscendant5.565
PlutoOppositionAscendant0.00-30
 699-546153

 
 

Asteroids & Chiron

The following table shows the positions of the four major asteroids and Chiron. These points are not as commonly used by astrologers, but are presented here for those interested in knowing where the asteroids are positioned in their birth chart. Please note that the positions for "Fortune" and "South node" default to 0 Aries and are not currently working. To determine your South Node, look to the Asc Node above and change the sign to the opposite sign (Aries to Libra, for example), as the South Node is always opposite the North Node (Asc Node).
ChironLeo10.00 R
CeresSagittarius25.00
PallasSagittarius3.22
JunoAquarius14.19
VestaVirgo25.17
FortuneAries0.00
South nodeAries0.00
Natal Chart Report

Birth Chart

This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for Bonita .

The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

Sun in Capricorn

Capricorn is a feet-on-the-ground, eye-on-the-prize sign. Those with Sun in Capricorn have a realistic, grounded approach to life that can be seen no matter how dreamy the rest of the birth chart suggests. These people know how to do things, and to get things done. Some Capricorns naturally turn their backs on things they deem too frivolous. They are very much concerned with things that are worthwhile--and that includes their own lives. Capricorns want to do and be something worthwhile. Like their Earth signs relatives, Taurus and Virgo, they need to feel useful and effective in the real world in order to be satisfied with their lives. But the Capricorn spin on the earth signs is that Capricorn possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense. They have a strong sense of society and its framework, and they feel most secure when they feel they are doing their part within that framework.

Capricorns like to pare things down, and take pleasure in the simple things in life. However, many are attracted to status symbols and these ones will wear the best clothes (tasteful ones!) and drive quietly impressive cars. Comparing Capricorns to their symbol, the goat, brings up some interesting analogies. Solar Capricorns can see into the future, and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life! They make their way steadily and sure-footedly; and their strength and singleness of purpose are admirable.

Capricorns can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show. They are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, unless they have a particularly flamboyant Moon sign. This is a sign that is surely the most resourceful of the zodiac. To some, Capricorns come across as unimaginative, but they can be enormously creative when it comes to the material world. They are generally very capable people with a strong sense of tradition and responsibility.

Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh. Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too. Capricorns are not known for taking too many risks in life. They value the beaten track and things "tried and true". This is not to say they are stick-in-the-muds -- they simply value the hard work laid down by those who've been around before them. Turn to your Capricorn friends for help when you need to really get things done. They'll have practical advice, and they'll help you organize and manage your life a little better. Capricorns are generally good with their "word", dependable, and rather loyal people.

Short description:

She is honest, reserved, circumspect, honorable and strong-willed. Quietly ambitious within the realms of the possible, she likes and takes on responsibility. She can work in the social domain.

Weaknesses: a sometimes bitter and mistrustful mind.

Capricorn ascendant Taurus

Sun in VIII

You have a great urge to go farther or deeper into life every step of the way. You want to experience more, and your desires are both powerful and intense. It is hard for you to find satisfaction in common experiences, and you have magnetic power if you choose to use it wisely. You are fascinated with what lies under the surface, and at some point in your life, self-improvement is a big interest. You are attracted to unexplored or taboo areas of life, and you avoid all things superficial. Financial problems may ease after marriage.

The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

Moon in Leo

Depending on other positions in the chart, Moon in Leo people are not necessarily outgoing. When they feel comfortable, they do like being the center of attention. That is, they like being in the "spotlight" in the comfort of their own homes and with family and friends. They enjoy entertaining others, and often take on the role of comic. Lunar Leos often feel a need to organize, and even control, their families and friends. They have an inner mission to set things right, and generally like to oversee the goings-on in their little circle.

This is a rather creative position of the Moon. At the very least, Moon in Leo people want to create and entertain. They can be rather lazy at times, and a little bossy too. Generally, though, they have a deep need to treat others fairly and justly. Lunar Leos require lots and lots of love and care in order to function well in the world. When they feel slighted, these people can be dramatic in their emotional displays. When their pride has been hurt, they are given to big scenes and sulking. This rarely happens in public, however. Lunar Leos are far too concerned about their image to make splashy scenes outside the comfort of their own homes. In public, they prefer to take things in dignified ways. At home, however, they're given to big displays of emotional drama. These scenes generally don't last too long, however. Lunar Leos are often personally popular folk who are valued for their integrity and strong sense of justice. Generally, it is easy to reason with a Lunar Lion. Appealing to their well-developed sense of fairness usually works well.

Short description:

She is brave and knows how to take risks, has the courage of her convictions, is honest , imposing and sharp. She has a great sense of, and respect for, justice. Organizational sense. Selectivity in friends, but is not overly influenced by them. Taste for splendor.

Weaknesses: changing and numerous affections. Emotionally demanding and proud. Brooding when attention is not forthcoming.

Moon in III

Highly imaginative, but has difficulty in concentrating. She fantasizes frequently. Important studies, moves around a lot and travels frequently.

You are very responsive, communicative, and curious. You can have a talent for imitating others and/or for picking up languages. You might either intellectualize your emotions rather than truly feel them and deal with them, or you communicate with excessive emotion. Some of you may do both at different times, and as you mature and develop, you learn to find a balance. Your opinions and ideas change often, and you might find that sometimes you adopt others' points of view and express their ideas as if they were your own. This is not necessarily because you are a copy-cat, but because you sometimes fail to own your own thoughts, and you are so very sensitive to others' opinions. You might be quite nervous and restless, requiring frequent changes of scenery, even if the movement or travel takes place locally.

50 Trine Moon - Mercury

You can be quite expressive and animated in your speech. You have an outstanding memory and tend to pick up a lot of information from your environment. You love to chat and to exchange ideas. Even if you are shy, once you're friends, you love to talk about pretty much anything under the sun, and you enjoy sharing stories from your past! For the most part, you are focused on day-to-day activities in your communications rather than on grander philosophies. You are naturally curious and interested, and others find you very easy to talk to. You are accommodating and curious, but you are not as well equipped to handle heavy emotional demands. You thrive on change and variety. You might be a little addicted to gossip! More probably, however, you are simply very curious about others. There is a twinkle in your eyes, and you are never short on humor. You are playful and versatile--you make a fun companion and an interesting friend. You listen! Yes, you do talk and occasionally interrupt in your excitement, but you are a curious person who does want to hear what others have to say, and that is a real pleasure. In fact, you are more able than most people to get others talking, simply because you are very receptive and sympathetic. You pick up others' feelings and body language readily.

-374 Opposition Moon - Saturn

When Moon is in hard aspect to Saturn in the natal chart, natives need to learn to trust others more. Fear keeps them from fully enjoying personal relationships, and fear is behind the occasional rigidity that they express. When they let themselves receive nurture or care from others, an inner voice cautions them that it might not be sincere, long-lasting, or enough! There can be some reluctance about becoming a parent, but once taken on, these people don't take their responsibility lightly.

Emotional reticence is the main theme of these aspects. Many people with this aspect had a lot of conditions placed on the love they received in early childhood. They tend to expect the same later in life. With hard Saturn aspects, individuals are often plagued with doubts, not only about the self but about what to expect from life itself. The problem is that expecting difficulties or negative situations creates an aura around them that perpetuates the problem. They must work hard at positive thinking and expecting more from life. Ironically, many people with hard Saturn aspects can be quite sarcastic, skeptical, and rigid in manner. This is essentially a defense mechanism designed to protect themselves from harshness in the world.

It is extremely likely that they feel neglected because they perceive it in the first place, and later expect it, to be the case. There's a vicious circle going on here that can only be broken when the patterns created by negative conditioning are broken. Adjusting one's perceptions and expectations is the key to breaking out of these negative patterns. Otherwise, natives of hard Moon-Saturn aspects will live life feeling left out--attracting circumstances that perpetuate a feeling of deep unhappiness and dissatisfaction.

Short description: She has changeable moods, a reserved character, is stubborn and lacks assurance. Her relationship with her mother may have been difficult, she has may have had considerable family problems. This is the standard aspect for children who are abandoned or who lacked maternal love.

-7 Opposition Moon - Midheaven

She has an irresolute nature, with sudden changes of humor. She is unstable and does not follow through on her own objectives. This instability shows itself not only in professional life but also in love life and friendships.

Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

Mercury in Sagittarius

Enthusiastic, humorous, and sometimes moralistic. She has strong opinions, and often shares them! Democrat, philosopher, tolerant, respectful of laws. Interested in foreign places and learning more languages. Believes that everything teaches you something.

Mercury in VII

Hates being alone. She has lots of friends, likes to discuss and similarly has a lot of work friends. Likes to write.

You have a great love of debate, if only to get closer to your own thoughts and opinions. Bouncing ideas off others helps you to make a decision, although coming to definite conclusions can be painfully difficult for you. You see the other side of the coin. You might often play devil's advocate. Communication with a partner is craved, and you also love an audience for your own thoughts and opinions, but preferably a one-person audience, as you come alive verbally when it's one-on-one. You can be quite skilled at keeping a partnership animated and alive with interesting tidbits, new ideas, and stimulating conversation. You can easily become bored in partnership if the lines of communication go down, even temporarily. You might also love to talk about and analyze relationships and marriage.

84 Conjunction Mercury - Mars

She likes to discuss, likes polemic. She has good judgment and is determined. She is a worker and has lots of energy. She has a lively intelligence and goes to the heart of things. She is enthusiastic, incisive, and energetic in thought and speech.

-15 Square Mercury - Jupiter

She is frivolous and imprudent. She lacks judgement, and is full of self-importance. She has difficulty in realizing her plans, because she lacks clarity and rates her qualities higher than they are.

Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

Venus in Scorpio

Venus in Scorpio people attract others with their intensity and willingness to commit. They have a strong and concentrated manner which suggests their feelings run deep. Their actions in love tend to promise deep commitment and sexual pleasure, even if they are not telling you this directly. Their appeal lies in their focus on you, and their dedication. Venus in Scorpio seems fearless when it comes to intimacy. Potential lovers get the feeling that Venus in Scorpio will never stray, that they are intensely loyal to the one they love. They possess you, and somehow make it seem attractive to be possessed.

Venus in Scorpio men and women give you their complete attention. These people are very focused on their partners. Depending on your personality, you may find this unnerving or entirely flattering. They have a strong need to control their partner, although this won't be immediately apparent, and they may not ever admit to this. Their body-and-soul love and commitment can be so intense that it eclipses fun and makes loving them a very heavy experience. Their emotion and intensity may seem overdone to those looking for a more lighthearted relationship. These people take things to extremes, and can be very provocative. Although they want to explore all of your nooks and crannies, they won't always be forthcoming with their own. When you've upset these lovers, you'll know it. Depending on the moment, Venus in Scorpio will shoot you one of the most piercing glares around, or totally blow up. Whichever style they choose, a slighted Scorpio lover is not a pretty sight. These people can be jealous of all of your attachments, but few will admit it. They're not afraid of being underhanded in matters of the heart, and they are experts at cutting through all the fluff and seeing you for what you are. Still, you may find their conclusions about you seem skewed and mistrustful.

Pleasing Venus in Scorpio involves demonstrating your complete commitment and loyalty to them. Appreciate their guts when it comes to love and intimacy -- they're proud of their courage in these matters. If you can, and they're deserving, relinquish some of the control in the relationship. Let them feel they own you, without taking it to extremes. Remember, though, that some Venus in Scorpio lovers can and will take advantage of you on a subtle level, if only to keep you all to themselves. Let them have their secrets and their silences.

Short description: Sensual and passionate. Passions run hot and cold. Full of ardor and desire where the partner needs to be able to match her level. Can be jealous and possessive. If disappointed or deceived in love, she can become bitter. Usually very loyal.

Venus in VI

She may be devoted to sick or poor people. Might work in a medical or social setting, where she meets their partner, who is a great help professionally.

Your expressions of love and affection are practical and helpful. Being of service to a partner is especially important to you. In fact, you might go to great lengths to be available at all costs to a loved one. While you may not be flowery or showy when it comes to expressing love, you show your love by your availability, rendering services, doing practical things for a loved one, and other thoughtful "little" things. Many of you are talented at design work, as you appreciate and pay much attention to all of the little parts that make up a whole, with the goal of finding order and harmony in these systems. If you are not careful, you might pass up on true love opportunities in favor of relationships that serve a practical purpose in your life, or out of fear that you might not find better. Selling yourself short may be something that keeps you from going after what and who you want.

295 Conjunction Venus - Pluto

Her emotional and sex life is powerful and rich. She lives out truly passionate love affairs.

-85 Opposition Venus - Ascendant

She goes to excess in her pleasures, frequents doubtful company. She lacks good taste. She is very spendthrift, but spreads her money around her circle. Her friends are more self-interested than sincere.

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

Mars in Sagittarius

When Mars in Sagittarius people get angry, they feel like running. They have to do something--not about it, but something else altogether. They don't have a lot of patience to wait things out. This is where the restless and adventurous nature of Sagittarius comes in. People with this position of Mars should seriously consider physical activity as the best means of anger management, if they don't already (naturally) do so. People with Mars in Sagittarius generally have a number of projects going at once. They are not known for their follow-through, however! They start up new projects, however, with admirable gusto. Their vision and optimism can get in the way of completing what they start--they want to do so much, and they trash things too easily when a new idea takes hold.

Most of the time, Mars in Sagittarius is playful and fun-loving. They love friendly debates, although they can go to extremes. Some take it personally when you don't agree with them--why wouldn't you agree, after all? Well, for one, you might (especially if you have planets in Virgo or Gemini) find plenty of holes in their arguments. The thing is, more often than not, they haven't thought things through, yet they're very passionate about what they believe in. Mars in Sagittarius loves to "wing it". Mars in Sagittarius people see themselves as warm-blooded folk. They are, but they sometimes run roughshod over others' feelings during their more passionate debates. They can be blunt with people, although if they have a more tactful Mercury placement, this quality will be subdued. Their direct, blunt approach is most obvious in bed. They're passionate lovers, and are turned on by open-mindedness and good humor. But, they are not usually patient when sex gets too intricate or serious.

Mars in Sagittarius can be a little hard to understand. Sometimes they seem to be the most easy-going of people--they love a good joke and a good time. Other times they are on fire--intense and impassioned about something or other. They abhor anything that fences them in. They need to feel like they have space. They're the ones who will run away when things get too serious or dull. They'll likely be back soon--it's just that they need to feel free for a while or they go batty. When these people argue, they can too easily pick up a moralistic stance that drives everyone around them crazy. More likely than not, however, they jump off their high horse sooner than later, and get back to having fun. Mars in Sagittarius is used to getting their way and persuading others to believe what they believe in. Every now and again, they face the few that don't quite buy their grand theories, or, worse yet, poke holes in their plans. This is when these normally fun-loving people get frustrated. In fact, they take it personally when others don't agree with their philosophies.

Mars in VII

She dominates her associates, colleagues. She is the same in love life, dominating the spouse and this makes for a stormy relationship in prospect.

-35 Square Mars - Jupiter

She refuses to accept any guidance. She lacks forethought, acts impulsively and sometimes imprudently, which can cause problems. She wants everything yesterday and uses whatever means necessary to achieve her objectives, even if they are dishonest or not very commendable. Her emotional life is fraught with quarrels and sometimes violent conflicts.

5 Sextile Mars - Midheaven

She has a good sense of organization. She knows how to take the necessary decisions rapidly, is independent and uses all her energy to succeed socially.

Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

Jupiter in Virgo

She attracts the most good fortune when she is helpful, honest, orderly, and pays attention to details. The service industries, nutrition, and health are prosperous avenues. Practical and technical knowledge and skills are most valued. A real problem solver and others appreciate her help. Doesn't always feel lucky or especially ambitious. Rather, hard work is valued.

Jupiter in IV

She likes and believes in justice. She is an optimist and is generous. Professional success is rapid and helped by the family. Family life is very important for her. She likes comfort, well-being at home. She knows how to entertain in style and above all with pleasure: her house is always open to friends.

47 Trine Jupiter - Uranus

She knows what's going on at a glance. She thirsts after knowledge, and is a good organizer. She is very independent, likes her freedom of action, is a non-conformist. She is very agreeable company and is always in demand.

41 Trine Jupiter - Neptune

She is very generous and altruistic, helping people in difficulty or sick people. She knows how to listen or, at least, how to give that impression. She is a dreamer, with lots of imagination: she likes the Arts.

3 Trine Jupiter - Ascendant

She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.

Saturn represents contraction and effort.

Saturn in Aquarius

Long-term studies and, if family circumstances do not allow this, she will teach herself. She is serious and methodical in work. Likes to visit the elderly and intellectuals, who both enrich her mind.

Weaknesses: bad luck, adversity, problems and disappointed hopes.

Saturn in IX

She is studious, patient, rigorous, austere. She likes reflection, meditation. She carries out all the plans she makes. She is a stay-at-home.

24 Conjunction Saturn - Midheaven

She is ambitious, but in a calculated, well-balanced way. She perseveres, is serious, orderly. She climbs the ladder slowly but surely: if need be, she is willing to change her ideas. She is wise and experienced.

Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.

Uranus in Capricorn

A great battler. She has so much power, that one thinks nothing can defeat her. Her mission in society, in the world means everything to her.

Uranus in VIII

She is interested in antiquity, archaeology, history. Her financial situation has its highs and lows, which an inheritance can help out.

145 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune

Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

Neptune in Capricorn

She is discerning, wise and sensible.

Neptune in VIII

A strong imagination, not always good with money because she glosses over details and can be a bit sloppy with accounting. May have problems collecting inheritance and could encounter difficulties on a financial level through the marital partner. Is creative and imaginative sexually, and understands and accepts a wide range of styles and preferences in these matters.

5 Trine Neptune - Ascendant

She has strange relationships. She is easily influenced, very sensitive and emotional.

Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

-30 Opposition Pluto - Ascendant

She imposes her will by force, violence.

House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.

Capricorn ascendant Taurus

Ascendant In Taurus

Slow, steady, and capable are adjectives that we can safely attach to individuals born with a Taurus Ascendant. These natives have tremendous stamina and staying power. They're often quite loyal to those they care about. Although they generally don't come on strong, they have personal presence; and they fairly radiate stability. The sign on the Ascendant generally reveals how people start anything new. Taurus, by nature, is resistant to change. It can be difficult to sway Taurus rising natives--they're often rather stubborn and fixed in their ways. Their first responses are to feel things out, not in the way a Pisces might attune to their environment, but in the realm of the five senses. They have well-developed sense of smell and touch, and respond to the material world. Theirs is a practical approach to life. Security is one of their foremost considerations before undertaking anything new. Taurus rising natives are often quite cautious and careful. With a fixed sign on the Ascendant, they are not known for their flexibility. Rather, they possess determined single-mindedness. More than most, Taurus rising prefers the "good things" in life. Self-indulgence can be a weakness for many with this Ascendant. Often collectors in some way, Taurus rising natives place a lot of value on their material possessions.

Taurus rising individuals prefer to dress in quality clothes with a comfortable feel to them. They are rarely ostentatious in their presentation. Many have strong and sturdy physiques. Often rather possessive in partnership, these natives won't easily break up their relationships. Although they are not particularly jealous, they view their partners as their personal property. Intensity and loyalty are especially important to Taurus rising natives. These are highly sensual people who prefer the comforts that a one-to-one, stable partnership offers. Although Taurus rising individuals value harmony and calm, their partnerships may be on the passionate side. Taurus rising natives are often very comforting to be around. They have a stability about them that is soothing, and an inner harmony that is attractive.

House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.

House II in Gemini

Financial success will be acquired thanks to various activities, frequent changes, be it of the activity or the workplace. she is required to use her wits to amass money, which is not always easy.

House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.

House III in Cancer

Any travel that she does will only be to visit family or friends . Family and dear ones are very important to her, they can always count on her in times of difficulty or trouble. Nostalgia is strong. Cautious in communications. She usually thinks before speaking.

House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.

House IV in Leo

Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what she possesses well.

House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.

House V in Virgo

She does not lack for practical sense to run her business and home: She is ingenious and good with her hands. She is modest and prudish.

House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.

House VI in Libra

Above all else, likes good work conditions, a good atmosphere. Weak point: the kidneys.

House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.

House VII in Scorpio

Passion, passion. Feverish and drunk with love. Hiccups, discussions, disputes in love.

House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.

House VIII in Sagittarius

Death will certainly be in a foreign land or on a journey abroad. Nevertheless this will happen after a long life, when the body is too exhausted to continue. Easy death.

House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.

House IX in Capricorn

Respects the religion in which she was brought up as a child, still holds this belief.

Likes justice and loyalty.

House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older

House X in Aquarius

Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.

House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.

House XI in Pisces

Has only a few friends, but with these the friendship is sincere and frank.

House XII is the area of education and of emotion.


House XII in Aries

Can take initiatives without consulting anyone, even her partner.


Your Personal Natal Chart

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Monday, May 13, 2013

Skin Care Tips!

Have you ever wonder why you have acne on different area of you face?
for example: you might have a lot on you right cheeks, three on you chin and one between your eyebrows?
Well I have the site for you.
I always under why I still have acne on random spots of my face and I make sure I have a morning and night routine to wash my face, Moisturize my face in the morning and night, Not I repeat Not to sleep with makeup on, Trying Not to touch my face(still hard to do), and change my pillows.
Besides a Very Well Diet and Exercise.
Everyone skin is different from color, blood type(yes blood type also effect your skin, diet and body), and skin care.

Here are some sites for you to look into if you have any problem and/or wonder why taking care of yourself and still no clear face.
Acne Face Map: This will explain why you have acne in certain area/s of your face.

Meaning of each Skin Type: This will explain your skin type

Skin type test: This test is similar to what a Dermatologist would ask you. Still have a Dermatologist check you out.

Skin care for Blood Types (with Beauty tips): This is interesting it explains the skin care routine and beauty tips for each Blood Type.


Drink Lots of Water!
Fun Fact: Our body is made up of 70% of water. That is about as similar to Earth which is 70% water too.
Cool, huh!
Think of our Earth when you drink water, must Stay Alive.
*Disco Dancing and imaging John Travolta during he movie Staying Alive.*
"I'm a-stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ah, ah, ah, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ah, ah, ah, stayin' ali-i-i-i-ive"
Lyrics of BEE GEES "Staying Alive"

Pinned Image

This is not just for Girls this includes Guys as well how wants to maintain a well image.
What is your Skin Care Routine?
Do you  have acne that you stubborn time with?
Did Disco danced too?



Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Good Day, Everyone! :) (Update)





Hello everyone, how is or was your day?

I'm know its been forever that I've posted any blog on here. Got so caught up with my stuff that I forgot I had a blog. lol
Anyways i just want to share an update about what I've been going through.

keys: *I'll blog more about this later.
  1. Got a New Phone: I got it because my old one got mess up and I could only call/talk to people by having it on speaker. (its bothers me cause I can't have a convo with my mom while it echos throughout Walmart.) lol Its also my Belated 21st Birthday gift.
    with my new phone is now a smart phone so I could finally do Instagram, since I always end up wanting to take pictures but I would always forget my camera.
  2. Got a new Handbag: I saved up some money for other things but I really wanted was a new Handbag. I'm not a huge handbag shopping fan, I'm more simple and that could have my stuff organized and mostly comfortable. It took me forever to find one that fits my style and I though to start small too since I just need it to carry my wallet, cell phone, and other small things I would need through out the day.
    I saw this really cute handbag for not bad price. Its a perfect bag to start for me and its cute and simple the way I like it. here is the handbag I got Key-Per mini crossbody with birds.
  3. Been so caught up with school that I haven't had time to hangout with friends. at this point I starting to to realize who my friends are by how they treat me when we're not together. otherwise most of them are married, have kids, have kids with their with/out their partner, or their dating/engaged to their partner and not want to hang out with cause I'm single. *
  4. My eat habit is starting slow but I've been eating healthy more lately. Just need to put time for gym/workout to burn fat. Oh and been drinking more like Fish on Land. lol *
  5. Speaking of eating healthy I notice my complexion on my face is not so blemished and pimpled. although I still have them from stress so that's seems like an improvement in my book. Of course my main rule to self is wash my face every day and night, and/or in between like after gym, swim,beach, after school before hangout with friends, etc... *
  6. My hair is getting longer with this new shampoo/conditioner I started using when it came out and I'm in love. however their was a "new" shampoo/conditioner that relounged since it was discontinued when I was little. I used to use it and Loved how it helped my Long Hair then BAM discontinued. now the relounged with and its without silicone and I thought it would be the same as before. Sad news is its not the same and made my hair feel dried and straw/hay like. So I'm going back to the shampoo/conditioner that I started using. *
  7. Fashion well Still haven't been shopping which kinda sad for girls then again I'm saving money, trying to lose weight cause nothing is fitting, and well to be honest no time to shop and no one to go with. lol*
  8. Pampering myself is my life sadly and omg I can't believe that I'm going to admit this but I haven't gotten a mani/pedi for a long time. I only done maybe three times on my own. still not the same when having it done from a salon. thou its has its pro and con. *
  9. Another pampering I'm still working on is improving on my makeup skills (Now girls you know we have our way of doing make up "togo/comfort way of how we do to our self) However, I want to make it look more sophisticated and not like a 7th grade who is still learning about how to but makeup on. Also exploring what look suits me like the cat eye, red lips, bronzer, blush, etc...*
  10. Last about Pampering is hair styling I know I mention about my hair in number 6 but this is about the styling and I'm trying to trying  more ways for my hair to look uhmm good. like I'm not expert with styling my hair I feel like its horrible and never looks good. Most girls have their signature style hair in other words their goto style/comfort style. *
  11. From Fashion number 7, I still trying to figure my goto/comfort signature style of fashion. Like I'm really open to style just its nice when a girl has a signature style like STATEMENT item from a piece of jewelry, hair style, hair piece, shoes, etc... I want to make it where it says Me from how my mood, music, the kinda day.*
  12. Last is Music I'm so beyond forgot where I stand in music I love music I listen to all kind of music. I used to sing and play instruments like piano, guitar, violin, and flute. Now I forgot how to read and play music, my voice is way beyond out of tune to sing ( I sound like "that karaoke singer" at least I'm honest) Thank God I have friends that knew where I stood in music and are willing to help me go back to knowledge of music. its back to music 101 yay.*
  13. Omg forgot to mention one thing is I'm so pale since I've been out in the sun for like ever because of college. I normal light to soft tan growing up but since I let to college I've got so Pale that my Dr thought I was going through another anemic (iron deficiency) which caused me before go pale. so this summer even through I have classes I made time for BEACH/TANNING. yay!*
  14. Trying to Save more Money for me to have for future upcoming. like concerts, going on road trip, a NEW CAR, etc... since I don't work yet cause I'm in college I get paid for being in school and with my disorder and personal challenge its still hard for me to balance work and school. cause if I lose focus with school I'll fail and failing is not my goal. *
  15. As far for Love Life, still single and really would be nice to have a boyfriend since everyone is in the Love life Pool. but I'm in no hurry (not desperate) since I figure that with all the things I'm going through I lose focus even thou I kinda do when I talk to this guy. lol *
So that's about it sorry I finished this late but can't wait to blog more. Hope you enjoyed this don't forget to follow me on Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook Like Page, Pinterest, YouTube, and this Blog.  You find the links to these on the upper right hand side of this blog under my profile. Thanks for reading.
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Tuesday, February 5, 2013

25 Facts About Me


1.       I use to think I was Half Cat because my mom LOVES Cats, so I would pretend to be a cat myself. For example:  I would meow, lick milk out of the bowl, do “cat gymnastics”,  take cat naps (sleep in class) at school ( I never got caught), and find small places to hind when playing hiding go seek. 

2.       I love the beach so much I wish I could live closer than I do now. I love everything of the beach from sunrise/sunset, the sound of the waves, the feeling of the sands between my toes, how much fun you can have and get in shape, and getting tan (which I need to get Tan pronto).

3.       When I feel comfortable around you, you will probably think I am a complete weirdo. Being Weird is okay, right?

4.       I can appear quite shy and less talkative when I first meet people, but very quickly warm up and quite a talker.

5.       I am a really picky eater and stick to what I know and love. However, willing to try something new.

6.       I have a condition that affects my eating meaning I seriously have to watch what I eat.

7.       I used to do Swimming (4yrs), Pole vaulting (1yr), Weight Lifting (1yr), Power Puff football (2yrs), and Show choir(1yr) in High school.

8.        I was in chorus since kindergarten till my senior of high school.

9.       I danced(ballet, jazz, tap, hip hop, modern, ponite) since kindergarten till my freshmen year of high school.

10.   I used take karate since I was in 3rd grade till my freshmen year of high school. (I got my 4th degree black belt, I even taught class for training). Btw I’m not a fighter. ;)

11.   I’ve been in Girl Scouts since kindergarten till my senior year of high school. I got my Gold Award, and became a lifetime member. I was thinking about being a leader/assistant leader someday.

12.   The smell of pickles makes me gag/want to throw up and don't even get me started on what they taste like... plus don’t you ever kiss/make out with me after you ate a pickle. Pickle breathes are as worse too…

13.   I sing all the time when I'm alone but would never properly sing in front of anyone. I might sound like a drunk singer on karaoke night. lol

14.   I sometime cry myself to sleep

15.   I feel like my past is haunting me like a nightmare.

16.   I like quotes here are a few of my favorite:

a.       "Psalm 23"

b.      "People think I'm odd. So I know how it feels to be different, and I know how lonely that can be." ~ Belle

c.       "I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned, and it hurts that my friends never stood downwind." ~ Pumba

d.      "What do you do when things go wrong? Oh! You sing a song!" ~ Snow White

e.      "Being called the nice girl, is way better then being called a bitch." - Lauren Conrad

f.        "Humor is mankind's greatest blessing." - Mark Twain

17.   I like to read books even though it’s a struggle with my dyslexia but I use to go to the library for hours reading books. I dreamed since I was little that I’m going to have my own huge bookshelves of books in my house. Like in beast castle in Beauty and the Beast.

18.   My favorite dark stories are written by no other then Edgar Allan Poe. My favorite story is The Tell Tale Heart.

19.   I use to be scared of “scary” movies.  Now when I watch them I tell myself its not real (even the ones subtitle saying "based on a true story").  thou I still get jumpy/scaried when I'm home alone or driving alone at night.

20.   My favorite Color is Blue (teal), 2nd favorite shocking its Pink(coral).

21.   I love ice creams, sherbets, and frozen yogurts.

22.   Have not seen any of Nicholas Sparks movies nor read the books. To me their all the same teary sad stories of love and death.

23.   I would love to travel the World (especially with someone special ;) )
24.    I use to bake Cake (from the box) all the time since I was 6yrs old till I left for college.

25. I like to make faces. (it helps make people laugh and myself too)

Friday, December 28, 2012

Check this out: behind the Ring finger!




Why the wedding ring is worn on the fourth finger: The Chinese give a beautiful explanation to this. The thumb represents your parents. The index finger represents your siblings. The middle finger represents yourself. The ring finger represents your life partner. The little finger/pinky represents your children. Hold your hands together like the picture. Join your middle fingers back-to-back, and the remaining fingers tip-to-tip. Now, try to separate your thumbs. They will separate because your parents are not destined to live with you forever. Rejoin your thumbs and separate your index fingers. They will separate because your siblings will have their own families and lead their own lives. Rejoin your index fingers and separate your little fingers/pinkies. They will separate because your children will grow up, get married, and settle down. Rejoin your little fingers/pinkies and try to separate your ring finger. They will not be able to separate because your life partner is meant to be with you throughout your entire life, through thick and thin.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Movember Nail Art!

Want something easy to do and cute for your nails? Not patient enough to go all artsy on your nails, so you need some easy and quick to stick on that made it look like you put in all the effort in to it? Well I am gonna share what I did that you can do for Movember or any other holiday/support.

Movember is another word for No Shave November. Movember is were All guys would grow out their mustache to support Prostate cancer (which is cancer most men gets and could lead to death) like Breast Cancer for girls. ( guys and girls can either prostate and/or breast cancer.)

Well here is my way of support those sexy mustache that some guys are growing out. in other words its we girls get to see the manly man look they can have. Its like no makeup on girls. lol


Here a step by step photos of how I did my nails. Which by the way there are YouTube videos you can check out, on the other hand you can change it up however you want. this just how I done mine.

 Clear coat
Color of Choice.

 Find the Moustache you want

Copy and paste and then resize them to fit your nails. This the size I have on my nails.

Print them and cut them out. You can make as many as you want for all you nails or just in case you mess up.

You would need a tweezer, small tip scissor, and nail art pen( it helps the mustache stand out) 


Cut it out  

 before: you want to prep your nails and base coat them.

 Then coat your nails with the color of choice. Mine was white to match my toes I painted for Halloween. (I retouched them btw). Then do another coat to help the color stand out as well

Once it drys then top coat the nails that you going to place the moustache. use the tweezer to place them and let it dry alittle and top coat it to keep it in place.

Then Top coat the rest of the nails and/or clean up the area around the nail and let it dry.

Then Your Done!
 Show off those sexy moustache to show your support for Movember.

Hope you enjoy them. Share your nail art on the comments below, facebook, and/or my twitter.

Later I would do a tribal for Thanksgiving.