Saturday and Pinterest

So I know it's been a long time since I've posted a post on my blog. In the time since the last post, I've been busy with my classes and work at my job. Still miss my (well I still miss this guy I really really like) babe.

Anyways I want to post about what I tend to be up to and well right now I'm typing this on my phone, soaking my foot in a foot bath, and watching Harry Potter Marathon.
This week has been crazy busy since Hurricane Matthew came through Jacksonville (my house was way to far inland aka Southwest of Jacksonville, we didn't get any damages just power outage for a few hours) it caused classes cancellation and projects/exams date changes that everyone Just felt lost. Plus Thursday night after class I had to run to my other job because we had Waka Flocla performing. Last night (Friday night) was my usual work night, and today woke up feeling cramping  because it's beginning of my shark week.
So now I've been just going through Pinterest and looking through what interesting things to pin, Click here for my Pinterest page.

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A's with a new job but NO BF

Okay so I know its been awhile since I posted a blog, but guess what? just guess.......
I got 2 A's on my Spring term: Art history online and Drawing II.
OMG!!!!!
I'm so excited that I got an A, I mean two A's.
My GPA is going up so hopefully by Spring 2017 my GPA is 2.0something so I can be back in the non academic probation.



So I left my job at Aeropostale, for more of a personal reason that its really hard to talk about on here. I gone through a lot there and I had some good times with my associates, but I wasn't really felt welcome there. It was really hard to talk about what I went through. I know I'm suppose to talk about my life on here but this is one where I'm going to keep to myself to be a bit professional about it.

I now work at a logistics company and no joke I have no clue about logistics, but I'm learning a lot about it. This company is so amazing very small and super chill, I already meet the owner, he was so nice and got all of us lunch. it was even funnier because I ended parking next to him in the parking lot too. He knocked on my window and was like "hey do you remember me? oh by the way I'm the owner haha. its all good its nice to meet you. haha." Well that's how I met the owner of the company I work at now. I even helped with a 5k run we are doing to show support to the community.

School wise, I'm taking ceramic now for my Summer class and I starting to understand that I need to work on my patients for it.(Haha) Like I was having a hard time centering the clay on the wheel thrower, but I will get it down for sure I already kind a got two bowls made. I'm excited to make a little pottery collection of my ceramics from class. A few might not be useful for eating/drinking, but atleast it can be displayed or used has a key/jewelry holder or a pencil holder.


Well another update in my life beside I am half way of being 25 years old. I still trying to manage my savings, trying to improve my health and lifestyle. I even staying to get better in my beauty and clothes wear, I got step up my routine you know.
Love life???? well I don't even know why getting in a relationship is so hard but for other people its like nothing, like yea I want a boyfriend like an actual boyfriend and go through the up and downs, even to possible manage, but no matter what some guys are just weak and thinks some girls are a toy. Well I'm over that, I even thought I was going somewhere this one person but turns not nothing, it weird yet I feel like its couple of things that is my fault but why though.
Anyways friends wise, I like hanging out once in awhile with friends either grabbing drinks at the bars or hangout and eat sushi.

Overall, I think I'm starting to mature a little but still enjoying life at the same time I just have to find a way to balance it. Sorry for the delays on the posting I promise I going to try better. Oh, and vlogs are probably not happening but I will try to do videos for YouTube.

How are you doing?
Are you starting a new job? School? etc....

My New Make-Up!

So like I said, I was going to start getting more mature with my life. Not like I'm going to change just be more mature and well together.
down below is my New Make up! I had taken from on my Instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/p/BCJmZIPCPgy/

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I went to Ulta Beauty because I always been horrible at buying makeup: wrong skin tone color foundation, wrong type of make-up for my skin type ( I have a combination skin with a small bit of sensitivity), and/or products that I would like to have but later realize I have no idea how to use it.
At Ultra, I had help by this amazing employee, she helped me find the right skin tone foundation and the product she thinks is best for me especially for my busy life. Bonus: during the special the company had, if I bought anything $20 worth of Ulta brand, I get a Free with Purchase gift. Well after I got my three products picked out, I was still wanting more because I want more stuff, not knowing the GWP had everything I actually wanted.
only spent $35 (with tax), and I got three product: Ultra Stick foundation, Contour and Blush sculpting compact, and NYX concealer, as well the small 14-pc GWP makeup kit.
Here's the link to show what I got:
(I couldn't get the image to save, so I could upload it here. I had to link everything)

• Foundation: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod11001355
• Contour/Blush compact: in Astoria http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod6500600
• Concealer: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod13621065

The photo of the 14PC make up kit (you have to buy a ULTA product anything $19.50+)

http://storead.ulta.com/Ulta.php?RelId=6.2.3.24

here is the actual products in the bag, all about full size to travel size:

• Mascara: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod3570105
• Lipstick: in Mauve me http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod6500604
• 6pc eyeshadow: its comes with mixed finishes, some I couldn't find on the site:
• Bayou and MoonBeam: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod3570089 
• Brownie: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod5080023
• and the other three (Full moon, Romance, Give me Gold).
• A Primer: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod2570089
• Eye Makeup remover: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod13661043
• A matte Lip Cream in Allusive: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod11921001
• Blush and Highlighter duo (couldn't find the apricot blush), highlighter in Yellow Diamond: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod11921007#
• mini Nail Polish in Lilac-ing You: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod3570051
• a Brow pencil: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod13561131
• a Dou Eyeliner Pencil (here's the normal sized) in Halo and Brown/Black: http://www.ulta.com/ulta/browse/productDetail.jsp?productId=xlsImpprod4370701
• and I got the Mint bag and it had the three brushes.

I really glad I got this, I'm thinking about getting another one for my mom as her Birthday gift.
I already been using the products and I'm already loving it. Again this is a small step, I'm still a beginner at using makeup properly.
Stay in touch for more posts.


What are your favorite brands?
What is your favorite product? (mine is always forever Mascaras lol)
Are you also looking for a start in your own kit?
You are you a beginner like me or an expect in make up?
Any advice/tips?

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My Starter Kit at being 24 years old

Now that I’ve been 24yr old for over a month now (Dec 23rd), I realize I need to upgrade and invest on getting things that are best for me. What am I talking about? Well I mean like:

•   Getting out of the lazy skincare routine: I don’t do much I tried but nothing works just breaks me out.
• Actual doing my hair:
•   instead of the old bun, braid, and pony tail look (it looks like I rushed out of bed to prevent from being late [85% of the time I’m rushing])
•  Getting the right product for my hair to keep it looking healthy and not so dull and dead/ewwy.
•   To actual dress like I’m put together:
•  I work in retail for about up to 30hrs a week and looking not so put together people would have no respect to me and the same you never who could be scouting/checking you out. They would know I probably have one pair of jeans and three leggings I wear and only sweater/flannels. I look why out of date when I’m trying to look like what we have in the store I work at.
• When I’m not at work, I’m an Art student I wear either a workout outfit with a sweatshirt, or a bit basic since I’m drawing I got to be very comfortable and not freak out getting charcoal on myself.
• When going out I real lack on my outfit planning, I would go by my mood:
• Do I want to meet someone?
• Girls Night Out: girly, upscale, or just getting drinks to celebrate our anti-valentine days. Lol
•   Just hanging with the boys/friends (coworkers/friends)
•   Date night (rarely/never happens)
•   Concert/event
• Etc…
• Wear some make up but doing it right too.
•    I don’t like wearing makeup because it bother my skin but I ALWAYS wear mascara, and now I try to make my brows my “lively” especially working in retail and the lighting in the store. I would like to wear makeup especially going out just don’t want to look like I don’t know how to contour/blush.
• The right shoes, all I wear are my Sperry’s. It’s comfortable but I not with all my outfits especially during our winter collection, I can finally wear sandals but still need trendy cute shoes.  
•   Including adding in my fitness routine into my schedule. I love the elliptical: while watching the tv show on it. I would love to go for runs outside but I’m start from the very basic on just trying to getting my body cardio, slim some unwanted fats, and not die incase theirs a zombie apocalypse (just saying). Plus I just want to be able to be in a health fit and improve my cardio.

Don’t worry I will be sharing my products and my routines, as well a possible weekly vlog.

Starting February 1^st (which is today haha), is when I’m starting my vlogs J,  you will get some clips of my life by following me around. I’ll try to edit them and post them once a week by Sunday on my YouTube channel. Well That’s all I had in mind and going to catch some sleep.

Have a good night/good day. J xoxo

(it was late when I typed this)

Final Decision part 2 and an Mini Update

If you have read my last post on (Oh Decision Making This Major or That )
well I made my decision which would be either shocking for you or kind of knew this was coming.... I decided to be in the..... Art Major!!!!!!
I'm so excited yet little nervous because its a very huge change in my studies and how my life will become.
Oh an update with my job, I'm now a Sale Lead at my store aka the 4th Manager. I like my work just there's so much responsibility and can not skew it up, its retail so I have to multitask my manger duty, helping with clothes, keeping up with my associates, and helping costumers with whatever they need. If anyone ever in a job in their life I recommend working in either Restaurants and/or Retail, both teaches you about costumers services and same-time see how people act if your into people behavior especially when out in public. Trust me I had to deal with the worst now because I'm also Manger and if I'm the only one that's on duty (OMG) the its just insane. I rather be an associate that calls the manger over than being the manger dealing the dumb problems. LOL
Back to my new Art Major the classes I'll be taking this Fall Semester are: 2-D design and Art History 1, only taking two classes because of my manger hours at work (25-30hrs a week). I can't to purchase my Art History book and buy my art supplies for my 2-D design class, I wonder how its going to balance out with work, classes, and my own little social life. With my disability this is going to be an interesting challenge that I am go to go through, instead of textbooks and papers I am making Art. Its not difficult its just a huge change in "study habits"; I do know I'm going to be challenge with my creative imagination to make a piece of art work.
Now that I have everything set and ready, I have to create a Time-Managing schedule for myself in order to have time for my own social life because I want to have dinner and/or go out for drinks with friends as well be able to go to events like art show, music festival, concert, or a road trip to wherever. Lets not forget even down time for my self to refresh my mind and soul, especially if I ever get asked on a date by a guy, he'll like the fact I have my own life but I can make time for us to go on a date or even stay in for the night. Well that's if I was dating, I'm still single (unless otherwise because that's a whole other confusion I don't understand about this guy lol).
Meantime now I'm just trying to work,  get with friends when we can, and trying to relax my mind because in the 24th of Aug, is my First day back to school after not being in school for 8months.
also figuring out about myself, trying to understand the meaning of music I listen too, trying to make  little time to read the favorite classics. I'll be 24yrs old soon (in Dec 23rd) and I want to make sure I at least have this far of my together, be mature and still enjoy the fun.

so what's your update in life?
Are an Art Student? or Majored in Art?
What's it like being in Art?
What Major are you in or What Major did you earn?
Any Advice?

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Lush Review

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Its been awhile update

Hey everyone

I have been really busy to have time to sit down and blog or even to vlog on my YouTube Channel. Every time I tried I ended up wanting to just sleep. I know it might sound like an excuse, but if your a busy person you'll under stand. Beside working at my campus bookstore temporary and taking summer class, I also got involved in promoting for a local night club. I promote for them cause I go there often and since I have been going since August 2013, I got to know people to where its somewhat like a family. Since last summer everything has been changing mostly on friends, and now its still changing by avoiding negative  people. Others are either in a relationship, married, having a baby, have kids, or just doing noting. Its interesting how other outside of my "circle" and/or not Facebook friends notice I either need more friends or new ones. I think they meant I need friends who are somewhat has equal as me. working, in college, around the same age group, and more social. Also not always in drama, that is a thing that annoys me. Its always about someone, besides bring up the person for examples of what went bad or good is different than having to get them to move on /cut them off your life. Last thing about drama are those who are so negative, ignorant, and very unmannered; I never been so annoyed or uncomfortable around anyone who is always so negative that just beyond what I could explain, and someone who always just have no manners again I could not explain.  Another  reason the "outsiders" meant is because I'm still single, its sometimes hard to hangout with friends in a relationship because your single and they have a different view of fun. especially when you never had any experience of the dating ever (like me). Oh, and so no focusing on guys right now, when time is right it would happen.

Beside people, I trying to focus more on my studies, lately Ive been to distracted from drama after drama. I might seem MIA (missing in action), to them and they might think I'm ignoring them but out of all of my friends, I'm in school. again not an excuse but its true. they only know me for a few months but anyone I've known for years even since childhood/toddler knows me so well. School comes before anyone, no matter how difficult it is for me especially with my disability/disorder, and how social I can be. I might like being in school due to some really bad experiences I have gone through that No One not even my friends or Family knows, well besides my mom. I just enjoy better when I learn on my own or if there is a teacher/professor who makes the learning very interesting almost has if just meant for you to understand rather than being negative or just plain boring.
Lately Ive been struggling, so know I trying on my own knowing how to focus more in my studies than what is going on around me, Yes I get that easily distracted but its not always self discipline that helps (that annoys me the most when someone says this to me when they don't  understand not everyone could, some has to take medicine however I don't want to take a pill).
I feel like and was suggested by "outsiders" if I could have some friends that are also working, studies and social similar to me, I could be well balanced and not have so much drama besides just knowing when is everyone's free-time haha. Moreover, on the age as well, I am 22 years old till December 23rd, but again age doesn't matter unless your going bars or clubs (some are 18+ but the ones your actually dress for are 21+ only). 
The Last thing out of All That, I am saving money so I could move out to the student housing because commuting everyday sometimes three times a day every week for an hour is a ridiculous when that where your money goes to the most and having to get food when your out and about because if I make lunch and put in my lunch box, well let me just say with this heat it either melted, soggy, or spoiled ( ewww).  however, I am watching what I am eating and trying to get time to hit the gym, even if it for 15- 30 mins of cardio.

Basically, I am Focusing on Myself. By getting more focus on what is important to me than having to worry about others drama (they could handle themselves), Just know how to balance everything, and care on my health.

Are you going through the same thing let me know down below in the comments, Facebook your comments, or reply on the tweet. have any tips, advice or just want to share what your going through as well is fine by me.

This Man Is Dating Someone Even Though He's Married. Sounds So Wrong...But I'm On His Side.

so I found this article linked when I was on Facebook. this from this link: www.oddcrunch.com
enjoy! :)

This Man Is Dating Someone Even Though He's Married. Sounds So Wrong...But I'm On His Side.

On Jarrid's blog post titled, 'I'm Dating Someone Even Thought I'm Married' he writes:

'I have a confession to make. I'm dating someone even though I'm married.

She's an incredible girl. She's beautiful, smart, cunning, strong, and has an immensely strong faith in God. I love to take her out to dinner, movies, local shows, and always tell her how beautiful she is. I can't remember the last time I was mad at her for longer than five minutes, and her smile always seems to brighten up my day no matter the circumstances.

Sometimes she will visit me at work unannounced, make me an incredible lunch, or even surprise me with something she personally baked. I can't believe how lucky I am to be dating someone even though I am married. I encourage you to try it and see what it can do for your life.

Oh! Did I mention the woman I am dating is my wife? What did you expect?

Just because you're married, doesn't mean your dating life should end.

I need to continue to date my wife even after I marry her. Pursuing my wife shouldn't stop just because we both said, 'I do.' Way too many times do I see relationships stop growing because people stop taking the initiative to pursue one another.

Dating is a time where you get to learn about someone in a special and unique way. Why would you want that to ever stop? It shouldn't. Those butterflies you got on the first date shouldn't stop just because the years have passed. Wake up each day and pursue your spouse as if you are still on your first few dates. You will see a drastic change for the better in your relationship.

When it comes to any relationship, communication and the action of constant pursuit is key. Nobody wants to be with someone who doesn't want to pursue them whole-heartedly.

I encourage you to date your spouse, pursue them whole-heartedly, and understand that dating shouldn't end just because you said, 'I do.'

Jarrid Wilson'

If you found Jarrid's words inspirational, please share this article with your friends.

 

Please your comments below on what you thought about this.
Do you think this is a way or do have your on point of view?
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Do you Have a Tumblr?

Do you have Tumblr? if so you should follow me.
Link is on the side  under Follow me or >>>Click Here to Follow my Tumblr<<<

If not you should make one. People say Tumblr is stupid and its has to much nude, drugs, etc...
well it all depends on who you follow. plus some bloggers don't use Blog Spot they use Tumblr has their blog site. For me I use it to express a bit of my self by reblog images and words, but sometimes I use it to share random thoughts, tweets, very deep personal moments of my life or just personal thoughts, instagram pictures, random pictures I think are funny and/or very expressive.

I personal love Tumblr because I get to interact with random strangers and later become Tumblr friends and I also get to know more about their life by just scrolling through their blog. Most times you will be amazed by how random a stranger may be form you hometown or another student for your school. I got to message people from the two university I was applied to even though I already chosen one already but I still got to know them and found out their were also majoring in my major of interest, some were just other student from those campuses. Also There are other bloggers that are willing to answer your personal or random questions. I asked two different bloggers that do their on zodiac and I asked them for some advice based on my signs and others, kind of like a psychologist (their really are helpful, especially from a random outsider view). Another blogger I asked for some advice does fitness and diet, she lost so much weight and she was helpful when I asked her about her weight loss and how would my body change from clothes size to clothes size. (that's my issue). Most times I get random people asking me questions about my blog or about me (sometimes its a bit much).

Last thing I love about Tumblr is I also promote/advertise (freely) my friends site, blog, and/or even events. That way anyone going or interested in wanting know about who they are could check them out. few times I would see who else is going to any event I'm going to hopeful meet them and we could be come friends.
I done it for my close friend boyfriend and his friends/crew of their gig like when and where their performing (Mostly at Techno/House/Electronic Music Festivals). That way whoever is going to any of the festivals their preforming at could check them out.
I would also mention bands or other people/friends I have a good interaction with and share to everyone. Don't worry I will share them on here too.
I mention I was going to an event like EDC Orlando and I got to meet people that I have interacted with and we hung out.

There are many blogs on Tumblr to follow from Fitness, Religion, Fashion, Music, Personal, Sex, Funny Videos, Food, Makeup, Hair, Diet, etc...

If you don't have a Tumblr  >>> Click Here to Sign Up <<< to make one (if your interested in making one) and Its Free.
If you have one go to the top of this post and click on where I have it posted.

My Tumblr is Blooming

I never thought how much fun and addicting Tumblr is.
I was alittle self cautious about what I post, reblob, or say on it thinking people would judge me but its nothing like Facebook or Instagram you can post whatever with judgment free.

I love it I can say, post, and/or reblog whatever I like and if someone else likes it they would do the same, if not then can scroll by.

I have so many follows than I started out with I guess the more things you post about your thoughts or visions people would like it. if you just reblog its get boring thou interesting at the same time.

If you have a Tumblr awesome you should follow me.

If you don't have one get one. Its not juts porn stuff you know there's cats, flowers, advices, picture quotes, music lyrics, even musicians share their thoughts on their page.
Most people thinks there porn, well everything has porn even instagram, vine, facebook, etc.....

Some stuff you can for you school research too. I found one post of the subject topic that I had to do my paper on plus it was helpful cause it had a link to it so I don't have to put down Tumblr for my word cited I could put the link it came from.

I Love it.

Follow at Bo23phil

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Comment below: your thoughts of Tumblr. do you like it or not? why? do you have a Tumblr blog?

New Begining Update, Vlog!

I am a Princess

I am a princess. 

   I am brave sometimes

I am scared sometimes 

 Sometimes I am brave even when I’m scared.

I believe in loyalty and trust 

 I believe loyalty is built on trust.

I try to be kind 

 I try to be generous

 I am kind even when others are not so generous. 

 

I am a princess.

I think standing up for myself is important

I think standing up for others is more important

But standing with others is more important. 

 

I am a princess.

I believe compassion makes me strong

Kindness is power

And family is the tightest bond of all.

I have heard I am beautiful. 

 I know I am strong.

 

I am a princess.

Long may I reign.

~ Disney
 

**After all these years they finally made a "I am a Princess" poem. Here is the poem that I lived by everyday since I was a little girl.** Don't judge me.

Skin Care Tips!

Have you ever wonder why you have acne on different area of you face?
for example: you might have a lot on you right cheeks, three on you chin and one between your eyebrows?
Well I have the site for you.
I always under why I still have acne on random spots of my face and I make sure I have a morning and night routine to wash my face, Moisturize my face in the morning and night, Not I repeat Not to sleep with makeup on, Trying Not to touch my face(still hard to do), and change my pillows.
Besides a Very Well Diet and Exercise.
Everyone skin is different from color, blood type(yes blood type also effect your skin, diet and body), and skin care.

Here are some sites for you to look into if you have any problem and/or wonder why taking care of yourself and still no clear face.
Acne Face Map: This will explain why you have acne in certain area/s of your face.

Meaning of each Skin Type: This will explain your skin type

Skin type test: This test is similar to what a Dermatologist would ask you. Still have a Dermatologist check you out.

Skin care for Blood Types (with Beauty tips): This is interesting it explains the skin care routine and beauty tips for each Blood Type.


Drink Lots of Water!
Fun Fact: Our body is made up of 70% of water. That is about as similar to Earth which is 70% water too.
Cool, huh!
Think of our Earth when you drink water, must Stay Alive.
*Disco Dancing and imaging John Travolta during he movie Staying Alive.*
"I'm a-stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ah, ah, ah, stayin' alive, stayin' alive
Ah, ah, ah, ah, stayin' ali-i-i-i-ive"
Lyrics of BEE GEES "Staying Alive"


This is not just for Girls this includes Guys as well how wants to maintain a well image.
What is your Skin Care Routine?
Do you  have acne that you stubborn time with?
Did Disco danced too?

The CEO that HATES Fat People!

The CEO of Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, H&M, Hollister Co., etc..

his name is

  Mike Jeffries

This guy is disgusting and must be really stupid of himself to think this. here is the story

>>>>>>>>>Click here<<<<<<<<<<<

 I remember going to the store and this really pretty girl and want to work at one of three of the stores and she told that same day that she  can't work there why? because she had a fake arm. How horrible is that. poor thing.

I have so many stories about these stores that I witnessed and gone through.
I mean even in high school I pretty fit from being in sports( shirt size M, pants 3/5, dress 5) and still had hard times shopping most of these places.
Now that I gained after Junior year of high school to now( shirt size XL-XXL, pants 9/11, dress idk lol)  and trying to lose the weight now.

Thank God most guys I know back in high school hated to see me wearing these brand clothes anyways cause I wore one (pink Hollister Co. Shirt once it was a pink shirt and I needed for Breast Cancer day and my guy friends thought I was some chick wearing Label to promote. unless its a logo then its fine but if it had the name of the store on it then yeah no.
the only thing I like about American Eagle is I could find (some) cute tops that's XL and H&M is for having deals on dress thou I haven't find any cute ones yet.

I only go to Hollister Co. for their Sandie Perfume (which is in and out of seasons sometime).
and as for Abercrombie & Fitch I use to buy their flip flops only.
Overall I'll go to these places for their jewelry sometimes
Now I shop other places like Forever 21, dELiA*s, Marshalls, TJ Maxx, Cotton On, WetSeal,Tillys  etc.... pretty much more mall clothes lol.

I think All clothes should be for All Shape and Sizes. Unless you have skills to make you own then your good.

Our body is beautiful. We are learn what is our weakness, strength, need, for our body to maintain living. sure we are damaged, hurt, and/or toxic our body. Its our body that represents who we are from inside out. accident, cancer, and/or disease happens/comes in our life. Clothes are just and exterior cover of our creative/personal emotions. Some of are grown in our bodies from small to tall, big or small, and have body parts that we like/dislike. if you learn to love your body for how it is then you can learn and figure out why its important that you are unique.
I'm a very tall about 5 foot 10 1/2 inches wear size 9-11 in shoes, my legs are long and have big thighs, my torso is very short (my stomach is right under my lungs so it feels like it), about B cup breast, small  semi flat/firm booty, little bit of a broad shoulder. I sometime cry wondering how come I eat less but still don't look like a model/ attractive (my confession). Turned out I learn that my legs might be long athletic looking but damn they are strong when I use them. my feet are big for a girl but they help me balance, and kick things. my boobs might be a Bcup but I can flatten them a little to fit in small spaces when I need to reach for things. speaking of reaching my arms are long my I can reach/grab thing high or low. I could go on...

be blessed on what you are given from looks, to body only you know who you work. I might have a flawless face nor a perfect body but a clothing line wont stop be form buy clothes.

Besides there are Millions of other clothing line is kind of fun explore for clothes that suits you and fits you. I think of it as part of an Adventure. You'll be surprise on deals yours find on clothes that fits and looks great on you. sometime the price rage is perfect.
as for Style again its describe by who you are/personality. I could go on but I can't cause everyone is different on their taste/style with their personality and who they are..

What do you think about this? Do you think he's right or wrong?
Do you shop at any of these stores the He runs?
Where do you like to shop?
Do you have any stores you like to shop that I might not know about please do share?
What is your style?
Do you think shopping for clothes is like an Adventure too?


 Update 5/11/13: Abercrombie & Fitch burns all its unsold clothes. They won't donate because its a bad image for the company for poor people to have their clothes.

Good Day, Everyone! :) (Update)

Hello everyone, how is or was your day?

I'm know its been forever that I've posted any blog on here. Got so caught up with my stuff that I forgot I had a blog. lol

Anyways i just want to share an update about what I've been going through.

keys: *I'll blog more about this later.

1. Got a New Phone: I got it because my old one got mess up and I could only call/talk to people by having it on speaker. (its bothers me cause I can't have a convo with my mom while it echos throughout Walmart.) lol Its also my Belated 21st Birthday gift.
   with my new phone is now a smart phone so I could finally do Instagram, since I always end up wanting to take pictures but I would always forget my camera.
2. Got a new Handbag: I saved up some money for other things but I really wanted was a new Handbag. I'm not a huge handbag shopping fan, I'm more simple and that could have my stuff organized and mostly comfortable. It took me forever to find one that fits my style and I though to start small too since I just need it to carry my wallet, cell phone, and other small things I would need through out the day.
   I saw this really cute handbag for not bad price. Its a perfect bag to start for me and its cute and simple the way I like it. here is the handbag I got Key-Per mini crossbody with birds.
3. Been so caught up with school that I haven't had time to hangout with friends. at this point I starting to to realize who my friends are by how they treat me when we're not together. otherwise most of them are married, have kids, have kids with their with/out their partner, or their dating/engaged to their partner and not want to hang out with cause I'm single. *
4. My eat habit is starting slow but I've been eating healthy more lately. Just need to put time for gym/workout to burn fat. Oh and been drinking more like Fish on Land. lol *
5. Speaking of eating healthy I notice my complexion on my face is not so blemished and pimpled. although I still have them from stress so that's seems like an improvement in my book. Of course my main rule to self is wash my face every day and night, and/or in between like after gym, swim,beach, after school before hangout with friends, etc... *
6. My hair is getting longer with this new shampoo/conditioner I started using when it came out and I'm in love. however their was a "new" shampoo/conditioner that relounged since it was discontinued when I was little. I used to use it and Loved how it helped my Long Hair then BAM discontinued. now the relounged with and its without silicone and I thought it would be the same as before. Sad news is its not the same and made my hair feel dried and straw/hay like. So I'm going back to the shampoo/conditioner that I started using. *
7. Fashion well Still haven't been shopping which kinda sad for girls then again I'm saving money, trying to lose weight cause nothing is fitting, and well to be honest no time to shop and no one to go with. lol*
8. Pampering myself is my life sadly and omg I can't believe that I'm going to admit this but I haven't gotten a mani/pedi for a long time. I only done maybe three times on my own. still not the same when having it done from a salon. thou its has its pro and con. *
9. Another pampering I'm still working on is improving on my makeup skills (Now girls you know we have our way of doing make up "togo/comfort way of how we do to our self) However, I want to make it look more sophisticated and not like a 7th grade who is still learning about how to but makeup on. Also exploring what look suits me like the cat eye, red lips, bronzer, blush, etc...*
10. Last about Pampering is hair styling I know I mention about my hair in number 6 but this is about the styling and I'm trying to trying  more ways for my hair to look uhmm good. like I'm not expert with styling my hair I feel like its horrible and never looks good. Most girls have their signature style hair in other words their goto style/comfort style. *
11. From Fashion number 7, I still trying to figure my goto/comfort signature style of fashion. Like I'm really open to style just its nice when a girl has a signature style like STATEMENT item from a piece of jewelry, hair style, hair piece, shoes, etc... I want to make it where it says Me from how my mood, music, the kinda day.*
12. Last is Music I'm so beyond forgot where I stand in music I love music I listen to all kind of music. I used to sing and play instruments like piano, guitar, violin, and flute. Now I forgot how to read and play music, my voice is way beyond out of tune to sing ( I sound like "that karaoke singer" at least I'm honest) Thank God I have friends that knew where I stood in music and are willing to help me go back to knowledge of music. its back to music 101 yay.*
13. Omg forgot to mention one thing is I'm so pale since I've been out in the sun for like ever because of college. I normal light to soft tan growing up but since I let to college I've got so Pale that my Dr thought I was going through another anemic (iron deficiency) which caused me before go pale. so this summer even through I have classes I made time for BEACH/TANNING. yay!*
14. Trying to Save more Money for me to have for future upcoming. like concerts, going on road trip, a NEW CAR, etc... since I don't work yet cause I'm in college I get paid for being in school and with my disorder and personal challenge its still hard for me to balance work and school. cause if I lose focus with school I'll fail and failing is not my goal. *
15. As far for Love Life, still single and really would be nice to have a boyfriend since everyone is in the Love life Pool. but I'm in no hurry (not desperate) since I figure that with all the things I'm going through I lose focus even thou I kinda do when I talk to this guy. lol *

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Hair Idea Help!

I need help deciding for my hair. I thought about lighting my hair with lemon spray that I have. It would be a drastic blonde but it would look like a surfer girl hair. I've done it before in the summer for my freshmen year of college back at Stetson and got complements, however they never met me before when I had my hair natural without the "lighten" color. I can't dye my hair because I'm pretty sensitive to the chemical. (My hair line fell out from just having a relaxer (cause I want to have straight hair not a perm)). Anyways I remember that I've heard girls/guys would use natural stuff to help darken and or lighten hair. Use coffee for darkening (works btw is you have brown hair thou) and lemon juice and peroxide to lighten any color hair. However I use this spray to help lighten faster beside using lemon juice and peroxide. Sun-In Hair spray  for the fast color for touch up till I get the color. But later I use the lemon juice and peroxide to once in the while touch up.
I start by using the blow dyer to help get the color and for touch ups. However when I do go to the beach then I spray wear I want it and while I tan. before I had it in the summer has an ombre so I would use a ponytail to guide me where I want the color, later for school I sparyed the top layer from roots to tip so it look like an ombre from root to tip.
For Shampoo I use Mane 'n Tail Love this product. later I used Herbal essences for Long Hair Care. I used both to help grow out my hair after having my cut short for senior picture.(was the saddest day of my life)
I never realize I shoud of use color protection shampoo. My friend Love to color his hair and he even use the lemon juice peroxide lightening. He said the trick to keep the color from fading fast is use the color hair shampoo.
here are some that works. (btw I use my moms shampoo sometimes cause they smell and works wonder then the ones I use for long hair.
Herbal essences Color Treated Hair
Garnier COLOR SHIELD Btw Im using this right now smells good and make my non color hair feel soft.

This Shampoo is My favorite for the shine and smell but its out of stock in store but you can order it online unless you have it at your store. I used this in the summers for years but I wished the keeped it in stores when I was lightening my hair
Aussie You Can Shine.

Now  my hair is grown out (still growing it out to make it longer), and its pretty healthy and only had two hair cuts(trims) in the last three years. Beside diet for my body and hiar I would say by grading my hair would be a solid B- of how healthy it is.
This is my last semester of college from Florida State College of Jacksonville and I'll be getting my A.A. degree but I still have to take summer term for my prereps class before I tranfer to another University (not going back to Stetson).
I thought I would like to have a New School Look before I start in the Fall.
However, I'm unsure if I should start the processes now or doing the summer where I might have more beach time chances.
You can help me by voting down below and then comment me if I should start Now(March) or in the Summer(May).

I was wondering if I should lighten my hair like I've done before. Comment below if I should do it for spring or summer.
	Yes, Top layer
	Yes, Ombre
	Yes, Just the end/tips
	Yes, Highlight style
	No, Keep it natural
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25 Facts About Me

1.       I use to think I was Half Cat because my mom LOVES Cats, so I would pretend to be a cat myself. For example:  I would meow, lick milk out of the bowl, do “cat gymnastics”,  take cat naps (sleep in class) at school ( I never got caught), and find small places to hind when playing hiding go seek. 

2.       I love the beach so much I wish I could live closer than I do now. I love everything of the beach from sunrise/sunset, the sound of the waves, the feeling of the sands between my toes, how much fun you can have and get in shape, and getting tan (which I need to get Tan pronto).

3.       When I feel comfortable around you, you will probably think I am a complete weirdo. Being Weird is okay, right?

4.       I can appear quite shy and less talkative when I first meet people, but very quickly warm up and quite a talker.

5.       I am a really picky eater and stick to what I know and love. However, willing to try something new.

6.       I have a condition that affects my eating meaning I seriously have to watch what I eat.

7.       I used to do Swimming (4yrs), Pole vaulting (1yr), Weight Lifting (1yr), Power Puff football (2yrs), and Show choir(1yr) in High school.

8.        I was in chorus since kindergarten till my senior of high school.

9.       I danced(ballet, jazz, tap, hip hop, modern, ponite) since kindergarten till my freshmen year of high school.

10.   I used take karate since I was in 3^rd grade till my freshmen year of high school. (I got my 4^th degree black belt, I even taught class for training). Btw I’m not a fighter. ;)

11.   I’ve been in Girl Scouts since kindergarten till my senior year of high school. I got my Gold Award, and became a lifetime member. I was thinking about being a leader/assistant leader someday.

12.   The smell of pickles makes me gag/want to throw up and don't even get me started on what they taste like... plus don’t you ever kiss/make out with me after you ate a pickle. Pickle breathes are as worse too…

13.   I sing all the time when I'm alone but would never properly sing in front of anyone. I might sound like a drunk singer on karaoke night. lol

14.   I sometime cry myself to sleep

15.   I feel like my past is haunting me like a nightmare.

16.   I like quotes here are a few of my favorite:

a.       "Psalm 23"

b.      "People think I'm odd. So I know how it feels to be different, and I know how lonely that can be." ~ Belle

c.       "I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned, and it hurts that my friends never stood downwind." ~ Pumba

d.      "What do you do when things go wrong? Oh! You sing a song!" ~ Snow White

e.      "Being called the nice girl, is way better then being called a bitch." - Lauren Conrad

f.        "Humor is mankind's greatest blessing." - Mark Twain

17.   I like to read books even though it’s a struggle with my dyslexia but I use to go to the library for hours reading books. I dreamed since I was little that I’m going to have my own huge bookshelves of books in my house. Like in beast castle in Beauty and the Beast.

18.   My favorite dark stories are written by no other then Edgar Allan Poe. My favorite story is The Tell Tale Heart.

19.   I use to be scared of “scary” movies.  Now when I watch them I tell myself its not real (even the ones subtitle saying "based on a true story").  thou I still get jumpy/scaried when I'm home alone or driving alone at night.

20.   My favorite Color is Blue (teal), 2^nd favorite shocking its Pink(coral).

21.   I love ice creams, sherbets, and frozen yogurts.

22.   Have not seen any of Nicholas Sparks movies nor read the books. To me their all the same teary sad stories of love and death.

23.   I would love to travel the World (especially with someone special ;) )

24.    I use to bake Cake (from the box) all the time since I was 6yrs old till I left for college.

25. I like to make faces. (it helps make people laugh and myself too)

Stress Management

What is Stress? Well I know its mostly from school for me, and trying to have some peace in my time. Some stress comes from school, work, not having enough money to pay off bills/rent, drama with someone, pain, family, friends, people, etc... But what is stress? Where does it come from? Why do we stress? Is there a good/bad stress? How do we management? How do we relief stress? I no expert but I don't mind share what I know about stress. I get it myself to the point that it effects my health. Yes, stress can effect your health. I got a paper from when I was in the Dr. office and they had different kinds I took the most I kinda relate to and a few that seem interesting. I have minor case of Anxiety. no need for medicine but I do have to control my stress by relaxing since my mind is like high speed engine running 100000000000 mph

Stress can make you feel uncomfortable the feeling in other hand like you sick, weak, worried, overwhelmed and/or anger, etc.. its like a emotional roller coaster. Everyone goes through it even babies (which is not good).

Your body is like a machine, can only work 2 systems; one while your relaxed, and the other when your stressed or in emergency. It can't work together but you can make system one which is relaxing be your high priority. No one wants to be feeling an emotional roller coaster. trust me.

Here are some links that I think could help you:  just click on the title.

All about Stress

How to deal with Stress

Stress Management

What I like to do to get my mind stress free:

• go to the beach to relax ( when its nice weather, and/or when I have the time/money for gas. I live like less then 45 min from the beach.)
• beside sleeping I'm talking about when I know I can sleep longer with out going anywhere I like to this pillow spray It helps me sleep deep and relaxed.
• take naps
• light a candle like LV , SV, or EM. I have LV and its lit up.
• take a bubble bath however I to tall for my tub so shower works and I use this soap for stress and if I want more sleep I use this soap for sleep.
• read book
• watching a childhood movie
• bike ride
• workout
• try to paint my nails is ends up a fail lol
• redo do my room
• blog
• spa day at home like these face masks.
• take notes of what I want to change or upgrade about my self. for example learn more vocab and use them, practice again pronouncing words correctly, save extra more money for fun things, etc...
• dance around sing to the top of my lungs.

Well this sums up about everything about stress and how to manage it. Stress happens to kids, adult, mostly teens, and of course young adult. its happens to Male and Female. So what do for stress relief that doesn't involve medicines. share them down below or in the facebook comment.

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