Valentine's Day! ewww more like Single Awareness Day! 2012

I'm admitting some personal thing here and there are more to add, but I would post that stuff another time.

to the guys who read this and know and now know who you are don't freak out. lol

     I know I am not the only one that's not into Valentine's day. right? you might wondering why of all people I'm not into Valentine. Well because it all started back through out my school years. I would always give out those little Valentine's day cards with candy and put in the person Valentine box. When it was over I would open my box and I would have 5- 10 out of 30 students cards. it didn't bother me, but it kinda makes me feel awkward.

      Later like in Jr high I remember I would give out candy to friends and in 8th grade I had a guy ask me to be his Valentine and it was hard for me to say no, so I was nice to say yes and later I told his sister who I had class with also and told her that her brother ask me out and that I didn't know how to say not now. She advice me to take it easy and just explain to him so the next day I did and he understood, but the most awkward part was when we have the same homeroom every Thursday. In high school I would the same just give out candy since my relationship with my exes never lasted to Valentines day. (it would only last a week) =( I don't know why, but does it bother me, I want to know why and how come it didn't work out?) yes it kinda does sounds sad and all.

In high school, I dated No One. I mean like the guys that I "dated": either wanted more of me(Yes, I'm a Virgin and very proud) ; their friends tell who to date or no to date(which to those guys out there it's no wonder you single mind as well date each other); just no BF material.

So Stupid, but we all went through it or for some are going through it.

     Being in college it fun and all, but when your single and wanted to meet guys and it's harder then I thought. I met some guys that turns out to be friends, but I really would like if we had a chance. Some guys, however,  remain friends after all college guys are way different then high school boys. lol. It was hard from cause well Yes, I'm a Virgin. (and again very proud), so guys just wanted to sleep around. (eww gross, just saying) and their were a few guys I really liked: 1st lived the dorm hall above mine, 2nd and 3rd lived in the hall next to mine, 4th guy I worked with and last I met when we had Diversity. ( Yes, I admitting this, is that a crime?)  I remember when I met one of my first guy friend(he is homosexual, and he so much fun to hangout with) who lived next to my hall(btw not one of the guys I had a crush on) well we got the same job and it was to be a game staff. We finally got day to work together and we were talking about dancing then started talking about the 1st guy cause he knew him from having classes together. So we were talking and he mentioned that the 1st guy is to sweet for me since I'm already sweet, and he just going to be flirting every girl here cause he knows he cute. Then he said that I needed a guy who is like a "rugged, tough, "Hollister" type guy, tall, not to muscled but looks like he hit the gym sometimes, and very sexy". While he was telling me this I notice a guy in the game where we were keep scores for was kinda eye on me. I said to my friend "what about him he kinda hot and he fit you description". he said, "oh him, Yea! he's perfect and you know he works with us right?,but he our boss too". I said "really i never notice him in our meetings". meanwhile, i notice the guy was staring at me. The guy and I never talk much so nothing happen.

        which kinda sucks, as you can see i have a very sad relationship with guys i like or guys in general. Anyways been.
 BTW I know everyone notice or know or whatever but I really really suck at flirting. i guess that why I'm still single.

I'm okay on being single but kinda wish i had a "bf" to distract me from everything in my life. time would come.=)

 part 2 cont...

OMG! Who wants to be like Barbie?

Since Barbie dolls came out way back in the days, it was to inspire girls to be who they want to be when they grow up. right? Well I remember I had and played with Barbies. ask anyone its true. now i realize when i got older that in someway she suppose to be inspiring to be anyone like a doctor, a teacher, a race car driver,a model, a singer, a mermaid, a princess, etc...

Suddenly I realize when girls hit a certin age (during puberty) they want to change what they dislike/hate about them self. like for example: boobs are to small, no butt, nose job, tummy tuck, etc...

Beside abusive lifestyle some studies says that most girls get this idea from their Barbie doll because everyguy want an All-American Girl or to be Beautiful like a model (Blonde, tall, perfect body,etc)

However, I found these picture to show what i mean



Barbie the Doll



 



This is want it would take to be "just like" Barbie.
She just a model.





This Girl did a project for Anorexia Awareness Month .She made a life like model of how Barbie would be in real life.
Creepy right?



Here are Real Facts about Barbie I got from Wik.

 If Barbie were an actual women:

she would be 5'9" tall, have a 39" bust, an 18" waist, 33" hips

 and a size 3 shoe.
• Barbie calls this a "full figure" and likes her weight at 110 lbs.
• At 5'9" tall and weighing 110 lbs, Barbie would have a BMI of 16.24 and fit the weight criteria for anorexia. She likely would not menstruate.
• If Barbie was a real woman, she'd have to walk on all fours due to her proportions.
• Slumber Party Barbie was introduced in 1965 and came with a bathroom scale permanently set at 110 lbs with a book entitled "How to Lose Weight" with directions inside stating simply "Don't eat."

BTW This are true facts I got-- no joke. So think twice when buying one for some one you know, or even talk to them that barbie might like a role model but be "just like" her wont make you happy.

Here is my Mesurment

5'9 1/2"

170

curvy hips but a slight narrow

pretty adverage chest size

Love to EAT! lol

small butt

broken nose

Big hands

size 9/10 shoes

pants size 8/9 - 11/12 (depending the style of pants)

Med shirt (sometime i like large if its a flowy shirt)

So yea i think im normal and loven it.

beside Barbie cant keep a relationship with Ken anyways. always on off and she even dated an Aussie ken.

New Year, New Start, and New Me.

                After ALL I have been though in life it's crazy how I mange to not go crazy and check myself in a mental hosptial to get away from all the drama from friends, boys, family, school, and etc...

      I want to start fresh, so by the time I turn 21 years old this year '12 (Dec 23rd), I would feel better, and perhaps more mature.

Here are my changes that I started to improve on also starting on.

• Workouting and start eating healther:
• eat more salad
• go to the gym
• go running (i hate it but if i suck it up it might become my favorite thing.
• swim laps. i miss the water
• bike miles i love riding my bike
• drink more water
• more water, powerade, gatorade, for some sweetness unsweet tea w/honey, tea, few coffee, and  no soda unless it Zevia.(im going to talk about this soda soon)
• eat less red meat
• no dessert unless its a party, or a date(ha like this is ever going to happen)js
• frozen yogurt ftw
•  goal: lose 35 lbs. i have too. ( im 175)fyi
• if i want to eat out i wont go to any fastfood, but only if it the only place to stop to eat or when if hanging with friends.
• New improve style:
• hair
• instead of a few hair style i want to know how more and practice how to do them myself.
• beauty routine
• still trying to find a makeup look that well make me look good.
• etc..
• find what colors work with my skin tone
• take time in style i like
• i tend to wear whatever but i like how i was when i was little i used to mix and match but never tacky(unless it looks good then its the new style) lol.
• more vintage it in the blood and hey we look good.
• get Tan like the golden goddess i was back in 10th grade.
• it hard from be to be very pale it make feel sick not bad but sick like in health.

Im going to post a blog when i reach my goal. its going to have before and after pictures. =)

• improve my school work:
• trying to make my handwriting not only easy but clear to read.
• try to learn and say new vocab in my sentinces.
• speack clear
• be better in grammer( well i more of a freewriter im a pro as you can see.)
• study strategies
• more study hours
• time mangement
• get ahead in my work
• have a great way of planning things in my planner
• be more oranized
• get and mantain a good GPA. =)
• i learned how to sign when i was very young but now i only know a few. so i really want to relearn and keep up.
• also practice more of my spanish plus writing
• french again
• italian
• potugese
• cheerokee
• and my favorite i wanted to learn for the longest time of my life is swahili
• body language. i was told its kinda fun and interesting.
• make time to hang with friends
• at the beach
• in the mall
• movies
• hanging at the house
• etc..
• change my bedroom
• want to be simple and a bit beachy
• music:
• i love all kind of music but i starting to get into my father love of the rock'n roll.
• rolling stones
• AC/DC
• Twisted Sisters
• The Beach Boys
• The Beatles
• etc...
• also more club,house, techno mix music are fun.
• Saving Money:
• My weakness but im improving
• i used to be that girl that spend all the money i get.no joke. its sad.
• on a new Camera
• a "adventure" proof camera
• new laptop
• for college again. lol it life right?
• some extra for when i on my own
• travel
• spring break
• theme park
• going to Miami to visit my best friend and his friends =)
• road trips
• visiting family
• visiting place
• going places to support (Im hoping i save enough to go to D.C. for the girlscout event.
• concerts warped tour ftw. but i really want to go to more concerts tours
• shopping well once in a while not like a shoppaholic lol
• etc..
• donate for charity. =)
• take time for myself
• go to the beach
• movies
• out and around town
• stay classy, ladylike, abut i still have that sense of humor
• also have that touch "badass" moments.
• try to keep the 'know it all' to myself. i tend to saythings and the reaction i get are "do i really need to know but now i know thanks" or " holy crap, i wonder how she know about that if she seems 'dumb'."
• keep my faith to god more then before

       Im not saying I going to be a new person but this are just thing i want to improve my self that i notice need more tweaking. having a learning disoder, dyslexia, and stress. that not goig to stop is it . NO. =)
So when you have your own time think about what you want to improve not anything major but just a tweak. hey if it make you happy then you know it you. if you not liking what you tweaked there nothing wrong to go back to the drawing board. also ask your family, freinds or others what you could tweak on or not change at all. I am still that Bonita that everyone knows =).

this was taken on our back from HHN '10
this is my freak face. goodtimes.

Do you want to know why SpongeBob can't live under the sea in his Pineapple house?

"  Are you ready kids "

"Aye Aye Captain"

I Can't hear you

 "AYE AYE CAPTAIN"

Ohh...

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea

"Spongebob squarepants"

Absorbant and yellow and porous is he

"Spongebob Squarepants"

If nautical nonsense be something you wish

"Spongebob Squarepants"

Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish

"Spongebob Squarepants"

READY

Spongebob squarepants

Spongebob squarepants

Spongebob squarepants

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!  "

- SpongeBob theme song on Nickelodeon.

Okay the is so funny. I heard this on radio my way to school the other day in the morning. I finally found the video and here it is. This young lady will explain why?
she seems to like the show for its false facts. lol She must not like SpongeBob that much. its just a show for kids for goodness sakes.

A Mathematician on YouTube Says SpongeBob’s House Can’t Possibly Be a Pineapple.

 "Dear, Nickelodeon,....." lol

Hope this make your day! =)